Gidday Sleepy21. I'm very new to these forums but your post about music making you say struck a chord (excuse the pun!) with me. Thanks for being so open about the way you feel.
It makes me sad that you are sad when there is so much great and emotional uplifting music out there to suit almost every mood. It's just a matter of discovering it. Not being a tech head, I believe there are music selection programmes that you might try. For example party music, music for being alone, music for driving, even music for studying. If you are not sure, most music forums will help with this question.
Mozart the famous classical composer for example was known for his lack of ego and this is very obvious when you listen to some of his compositions, which are so upbeat and happy. Student often study to his music.
Have you watched many music videos? I'm showing my age here but Netflix has a great documentary on ZZ Top. I am not a huge fan of their music but was impressed by how tenacious they were in the early days and how they fought to overcome obstacles. Then 'Whammo' they released the Eliminator Album with great songs and videos when MTV first launched and the band took off.
Anyway not sure what else I can add but can't help but think there is so much uplifting music out there that maybe you haven't discovered yet. Find it, play it loud and keep on playing it!
Cheers for now, The Bro.
