dear Chris, our interest in the hobbies that we once had, and I am talking about myself, which seems to relate to you now, is that all my past hobbies, my career and all those activities that I once loved, have now no interest with me one bit.
I used to love my handyman work, working full time 6 days a week, but then doing it at home on the last day of the week as well as at night time, so it was a full time job, but I loved everything about it, but now I couldn't give a damn about any of this work, the thought of changing a tap washer horrifies me, and I hate other people asking me to do anything, this is the scenario from having depression.
So my interests have done a full circle, and with me it's because my depression and thoughts of doing something happened when I was a handyman, so I associate both of these together, that's why I dislike any handyman work.
I am quite happy to tell my sons what to do, but to actually do it that's out of the question, although my youngest can do most things without any instructions.
I know your disappointment in watching the motorsports, but you might also do a full circle.
I know how you are feeling but I can an improvement on how you are thinking, and that's so much better than it was weeks ago, I also know that you have a long way to go, but it's a day by day proposition, so please take care. Geoff.
