Pete,
sorry to here of your plight
Unfortunately from others viewpoint injecting motivation techniques and positive vibes (as Paul has done) is all we can do, our hands are tied.
Often we don’t know if the poster needs this or not, indeed posters nerds can range from a simple vent to ongoing needs of support. We often don’t know for some time after their initial post.
Often I try to ask the poster to look at what they have, rather than what they’ve lost. Eg you can grow appreciation for viewing wonders of life as you still can see, touch, do hobbies etc. Add to that letting go of things you didn’t think you could let go of eg your work and some toxic relationships.
You know your situation better than us- they are only suggestions but we do get members here that don’t consider the obvious and the need for change.
My brother (type 1 diabetic ) took his life in 1979. I tried in 1996, my sister tried 1998. My sister and I didn’t know till 2009 that we and likely our brother have bipolar. Since then along with correct meds we have prospered- we’ll survived better.
I had, in 1982, found positive motivation but that didn’t prevent my ordeals. However I draw in positive thinking daily.
If you don’t mind can you place the following topics in the search bar on top of the page- give them a chance please.
meditation he helped me for 25 years- Maharaji
30 minutes can change your life
focus and never ever give up
Id also recommend the poetry corner if you don’t mind poetry- some uplifting poems there that can change ones perspective on everything.
I hope we can continue to chat and collectively with Paul we can bring new light on your future
TonyWK
