Are these real signs?

[oolsca]

* I try to feel positive, I find things to be thankful for and always see the glass half full

* Feel as though I am forever trying to please people (mum inlaw)

* I dislike myself alot (appearance, pretty much everything about me)

* When I get praised at work for little things, I don't feel proud at all, I always wonder what I could have done to do even better)

* I let others comments and judgement always affect me without meaning too

* I have held on to  a lot of hurt from when I was a child/teen (we all have hurtful times I know) and will not talk to anyone.

* I trust no body and won't let anyone break my wall down

these are just to name a few...

[vip]

Hi oolsca these are all symptoms of depression you are explaining here. Please speak to your gp about it and maybe getting a referral to a psych will also be beneficial dont suffer in silence here its not worth it. take care

[geoff]

dear Oolsca, as Nes says these are signs of depression taking over you.

Now that you have contacted us we want to be able to help you as much as we can, so please reply to us and let us know why you are feeling this way, and please remember that all of us have been in the same situation, of feeling lost, hopeless and in a great deal of despair. Geoff.