I'm supposed to go to a camp really soon and I'm not able to attend
I'm scared that the reason that I can't attend is invalid and a bad reason because it's about my mental health
A family member recently passed away and it's made my depression worse and I'm not sure if I can cope being away from home while having to do hard activities
I'd also have to bunk with people I've never met before and I don't really have friends going to the camp as well
The ticket for my flight has already been paid and I was initially excited to go but things have taken a turn for me and I really can't go
I feel guilty that they paid $500+ for a ticket that is going to waste but I emailed them saying I can't go and that my parents would like to know if a payment is needed (The ticket is non refundable)
I just feel like I'm letting everyone down and that I'm only making things harder for everyone and that the reason I can't go isn't good enough
