Hi,
I suffer from both social anxiety and general anxiety. I have been finding that for about the last two months I have become increasingly focused and self-conscious about how I am walking when in public. It starts with me being hyper aware of every physical sensation I feel when I am walking, particularly the actions of swinging my arms, to the point were I cannot think about anything else. I become extremely tense and awkward and I end up feeling like I am manually controlling how I swing my arms (something that should pretty much be an automatic function)
This makes me worry that I am walking in a really strange way and that people will think I am weird which makes it further harder for me to stop thinking about it.
I have done CBT therapy before and have found it useful for 'labelling' intrusive thoughts to create some distance and stop thinking about them. However, I am finding it much harder to stop thinking about the physical sensation of walking as I am constantly reminded of it every second as it is a physical feeling.
I am wondering if anyone has felt a similar way in regards to being hyper aware of how they are walking, as well as finding it hard to stop thinking about physical bodily sensations in general.
The thing is, I can usually rationalise it and understand that it really doesn't matter if I am walking weird - who cares, it doesn't define me, but it is more the lack of cognitive control in not being able to stop thinking about the physical sensation of walking. I am beginning to wonder that it may be some form of OCD. I similarly have a constant hyper awareness of my heartbeat all the time and find it very difficult to stop thinking about. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it is very tiring and makes me feel like I am dysfunctional. I have recently become quite depressed because of it.
I am seeing a psych at the moment and I will bring it up with him.
