G'day all, this is the first time I've ever reached out to any mental illness platform.
I have a increasing level of Anxiety due to some intrusive though, they do vary but most of the time its an overwhelming fear that i could be gay, even though I have never been homo erotically attracted to another man. Its hell for me.
Im not homophobic, I have gay friends and family whom I love and respect all people for who they are.
The thought first popped into my head when I was around 20 and dealt with it fine coming to terms with the fact that i wasn't into guys. I fell in love with a girl, she's now my wife I was fine for 5 or 6 years, no homosexual tendencies I'm not curious or anything like that. I didn't marry my wife to try and bury my true desire on being gay. I married this girl because i love her.
The past few weeks these fears have been popping up daily and the anxiety is starting to effect me physically The whole thing is crazy, I feel like an idiot. But if anyone could share any light or help me somehow I would really appreciate it.
