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Chris_B Forums etiquette: give support to receive support
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Hi everyone, particularly any new members who may be reading. From time to time, we get contacted by members who are unhappy that they haven’t received a lot of replies to their posts. Our community champions work very hard to make sure that all newb... View more

Hi everyone, particularly any new members who may be reading. From time to time, we get contacted by members who are unhappy that they haven’t received a lot of replies to their posts. Our community champions work very hard to make sure that all newbies are welcomed when they first post, and we understand that it’s a big step to post for the first time on a forum like this, especially if you aren’t feeling great. It’s important to remember, though, that these forums are a community of real people, just like you, not a one-on-one support environment like going to see your psychologist. To get the best out of being here, one of the best tips we can offer is give support to receive support. Being a good community member means: participating in different threads (not just your own), replying to people who have taken the time to reply to you (even if it’s just to say thank you), and... posting words of emotional support and encouragement when you see others who are hurting and reaching out. You don’t have to feel obliged to solve the problems of others: that’s not what we’re here for. But you can offer empathy and what you’ve learned from your own life experiences, even if it’s just a line or two, eg. “I don't know what to say, but I want to give you my support and tell you I care about what is happening to you and hope life will get better soon.” Try to develop an interest in the journeys of others here on the forums. You may be surprised at how good being an active, caring member here can make you feel. For those of you who have had good experiences giving support here on the forums, please post in this thread here and let us know how it has helped you on your journey.

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BigBunny Hello, new here *waves*
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Hello beyond bluers *waves* I signed up today because recently my ptsd has been getting worse and I thought joining a forum like this would be a good idea. I've had anxiety/depression all my life but last year I was admitted to hospital and the docto... View more

Hello beyond bluers *waves* I signed up today because recently my ptsd has been getting worse and I thought joining a forum like this would be a good idea. I've had anxiety/depression all my life but last year I was admitted to hospital and the doctors misdiagnosed me with serotonin syndrome. they took me off my anti-depressant cold turkey and for 2 days I had shakes/tremors, lost feeling in my whole body and saw things moving around my hospital room eg: my blanket would move by itself, my heart rate would go up to 160 just lying there and once the doctors came in asking me "why aren't you breathing?". unfortunetly on my third day in hospital I asked if I could go home and a young doctor didn't want me too, he wanted me to go to the psych ward. as I wasn't well and not thinking I said 'ok' because I thought they'd help me but they made me worse I spent 10 days in the psych ward and because I was taken of my usual medication so fast I had a psychotic episode I'd never had one before. as a result of this all this I now have pts, I shake & have develop a stammer especially when I go out. several things can trigger what I call an "episode", if I think someone has said something negative to me it sets me off, I make a loud noise (like I'm in pain and don't stop), my arms go up in the air & get stuck there, I shake and cry. even the smallest thing can cause me to make a noise eg: the teabag tag falling into my cup of tea, or dropping a tea spoon. If you have read this far, I thank you >=:) and if you have pts or anxiety I would love to hear from you. BB

Peter_A-W Hello, new to this so I thought I would say a little something
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Hi my name is Peter and have just decided to check this forum after joining Blue Voices. I'm 36 and only a couple of years ago went to see someone to help me get my life sorted out. I always thought any problems I had were just who I was and that I h... View more

Hi my name is Peter and have just decided to check this forum after joining Blue Voices. I'm 36 and only a couple of years ago went to see someone to help me get my life sorted out. I always thought any problems I had were just who I was and that I had to live my life around my fears and inadequacies. Having spent most of my life this way, always questioning everything and really struggling social and just having no confidence and really low expectations about myself and my life, to find out that I had severe anxiety and social phobia and there was a way for me to get more out of life was amazing. I have been very lucky in that the doctor I am seeing was someone I was very comfortable with straight away and we had a connection that has allowed me to trust him. Also a family that have always backed me and never once throughout my life of just doing nothing have done anything but support me. I haven't got any friends, it has always been hard to trust people and get to know them but I know why now. I haven't really worked either over the years but am trying hard to get work now. This for me is the hardest part and something that frustrates me. As I don't have much experience or work history and at 36 years old people don't want to employ me. I've written letters to places, even mental health places and told them my story but no luck so far. I have written about my anxiety in some cover letters to explain my lack of a work history but don't know if that puts them off. Anyway I feel incredibly lucky to be where I am now and thats why I wanted to join blue voices and this community. I want to be able to pass on any support I can to others as I know how much that building your confidence can help. Also the biggest part of getting to where I am was being able to talk to other people with similar stories, to find out you are not alone was just an amazing feeling. So hello everyone nice to meet you and hope to talk more soon.

BigBunny anyone else have PTS?
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Hello, I didn't title my first thread well, just put 'hello, I'm new here'. I would like to talk to others who have been diagnosed with ptsd (post traumatic stress disorder) mine has been getting worse as I posted in my first thread. thank you for re... View more

Hello, I didn't title my first thread well, just put 'hello, I'm new here'. I would like to talk to others who have been diagnosed with ptsd (post traumatic stress disorder) mine has been getting worse as I posted in my first thread. thank you for reading BB >=:)

kafrinbear Panicking in the traffic
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I've been reading a few threads and I'm not having a very good day. So, through the tears that are streaming down my face right now I'll try and write some things that will hopefully make me feel a bit better. My family are out right now so I am home... View more

I've been reading a few threads and I'm not having a very good day. So, through the tears that are streaming down my face right now I'll try and write some things that will hopefully make me feel a bit better. My family are out right now so I am home alone. I am home alone right now because of a busy intersection. I laid awake most of last night and have given myself a headache on top of the last of a winter cold (stupid cough is driving me crazy) because of the fear of driving through an intersection I dislike. To go out with my partner and my kids today I needed to be able to drive through this intersection, a busy multi-directional, multi-laned intersection that was the scene of an awful fatal accident just a few weeks ago. It's not just this intersection, there are a few around that I avoid. I hate the traffic and being boxed in the middle lane when driving about my city. I like the left lane, I can easily escape the road if I need to, pull over or take the turn into a side street, catch my breath and continue on. Sometimes too I can take the left turn, do a u-turn and go straight through an intersection in the left lane without hiccup. My tactics for doing what I need to do. Today however I couldn't avoid this intersection in a daunting part of town that's not familiar at the end of an again-daunting freeway. I thought this was new, well worse in the last year but I've come to realise that I always got overwhelmed in traffic. I grew up and learned to drive in the country, when I went to the city I got panicky in the traffic. It's just as I didn't live in the city it wasn't that often that I went there and as it was a big trip my ex-husband would mostly be driving. Now I have moved to the city so I'm hit with these problems once a week and not once every 6 months as it used to be. So I now realise it's a big problem. Today it's stopped me from spending time with my family and I can't accept that. I've seen the doctor (maybe 4 months ago) about this and I have a referral to see a psycologist but I just haven't picked up the phone and made the appointment. edit: there's more I had to cut this post down for the character limit.

Asha I don't know what I'm doing
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I'm brand new to this so I don't know if I'm doing this right but here goes. i was sole carer for my mum who had borderline personality disorder and dysthymia, she self harmed and had multiple suicide attempts, she died last year. I've been diagnosed... View more

I'm brand new to this so I don't know if I'm doing this right but here goes. i was sole carer for my mum who had borderline personality disorder and dysthymia, she self harmed and had multiple suicide attempts, she died last year. I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety and recently PTSD. I just started uni and I'm finding it really hard to cope. Honestly the anxiety is the worst, I hate spending time in public and going to classes and having to be social is just bad. Sometimes it gets to the point where I can't leave the house. That combined with the PTSD parts that mean random things set off flashbacks and panic attacks and bad nightmares. I really want to reclaim my life for me after years of it being about my mum, but it's not going well and I'm regularly asking myself why I'm bothering considering that I consider myself generally crap at life. I feel alone and like I'm a freak. I don't know what to do.

Ellsie Hovering between stress and anxiety?
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I'm new to the forums and new to potentially anxiety/depression. Throughout most of my teenage years, I felt depressed and had mild panic attacks particularly during the HSC. However, the fear of failure, disappointing my parents pushed me through an... View more

I'm new to the forums and new to potentially anxiety/depression. Throughout most of my teenage years, I felt depressed and had mild panic attacks particularly during the HSC. However, the fear of failure, disappointing my parents pushed me through and I felt like I managed to stay afloat. I brushed these thoughts aside and just told myself it was exam stress. Today I had a bad incident at work and I couldn't recover from it. My thoughts kept spiralling in circles - a part of me knows that I should let it go and move on but the a part of me can't let it go. I've been putting myself down the whole day and the more I do that, the more worthless I feel. I link it on to other parts of my life, I'm not deserving of my job, I'm not worthy of having a caring boyfriend, I'm disappointing my family. Over the years I have progressively found it more difficult to be easy going on myself. Having read through some other forum posts, it makes me feel my issues are insignificant that I'm wasting people's time while there are other people out there with real problems. I feel better after articulating my thoughts!

Mumof02 Feeling like an outcast
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Yesterday I had yet another massive panic attack. I had gone 2 weeks with out one and finally felt in control. But for some unknown reason my anxiety built up with a simple conversation with my partner, basically over nothing. I felt it building and ... View more

Yesterday I had yet another massive panic attack. I had gone 2 weeks with out one and finally felt in control. But for some unknown reason my anxiety built up with a simple conversation with my partner, basically over nothing. I felt it building and before I knew it I was gasping for air, hyper ventilating, grabbing at my skin, pulling my hair, negative thoughts were rushing through my head... Like look at me I'm such a failure, he must think I'm an idiot for this, I need to get away, my chest was so tight and the tears just flew. I was such a mess. It lasted a good ten minutes before I calmed down. The feeling left was numb. I feel so bad for my partner, he shouldn't have to deal with this.. I feel so crazy. Out of control. Im booked in tonight with my GP. I'm so scared to admit that something is wrong with me. It his feeling is really not nice

white knight Seeking the origin of anxiety
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It is reasonable to think that finding the origin of why something happens is the first step in a cure. I'm not suggesting a cure for anxiety but yes towards the first step in terms of understanding it. A lifetime (I'm 58yo) of anxiety largely reduci... View more

It is reasonable to think that finding the origin of why something happens is the first step in a cure. I'm not suggesting a cure for anxiety but yes towards the first step in terms of understanding it. A lifetime (I'm 58yo) of anxiety largely reducing in the last 5 years. Along with depression, dysthymia and bipolar 2. So after 10 months being retired on medical grounds my wife and I set off for a major city to shop, a 45 minute journey on a lonely road. All was fine, we had good conversation, the weather was good. My wifebrought up a new topic- my colonoscopy for next week. Fine,we chatted. Then she stated a few things "we better not forget our paperwork" and "we have to get to the hospital by 9am". Then another "You have to fast on Sunday- you'll hate that". There was no fault from my wife. But my anxiety shot up through the car roof. I mentioned this to her. And we explored why. See, as I told her, I've had about 90 jobs in my working life. Most jobs there was always someone that would try to put the fear into a new arrival eg "You havent met the boos yet, when he comes back from leave on Monday you'll realise what you are in for" or "Wait till we get a big shipment, then you'll know what work is all about". On every occasion that fearmongering presented itself I personally got through it with flying colours. So why the anxiety? My childhood seemed normal but it wasnt. My father I rarely saw as he'd work 12 hours days. My stay at home mum was affectionate but erratic. I'm estranged from her now and have been for 4 years and I believe she has BPD. Her mood was never predictable and I was always in fear of her screaming at me without notice even for minor things. Then after upset I'd get a hug and often an apology from her. The two extremes were never met with the middle ground it was either affection or screaming. for the first time in my life I have directly associated my anxiety to a source. Now my wife and I can direct our conversations and my thoughts AWAY from what if topics or any topics that could grow fear. And if we do stumble upon such topics we can overcome fear by cutting it off early eg "that's ok, we'll get through it. We've planned everything so that will be ok" Effective reassurance....easing back out of the fear trap. My anxiety largely has reduced over the last few years due to retirement, financial plans and lifestyle. Also family decisions like ridding my life of negative people with expectations. Today I took another leap forward.

SubduedBlues is this what anxiety feels like
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Question As a sufferer of depression, is it normal, or more accurately is it a normal comorbid condition, to be overly concerned about or afraid of being judged or compartmentalized to the point of subtle rejection in social environments? Tuesday eve... View more

Question As a sufferer of depression, is it normal, or more accurately is it a normal comorbid condition, to be overly concerned about or afraid of being judged or compartmentalized to the point of subtle rejection in social environments? Tuesday evening I endeavored to attend a social night through meetup-com, but became so afraid that they'd notice I'm not the same anymore. That I'm different, I'm no longer find myself happy to mingle with strangers like everyone else here. I couldn't even get enough courage to talk to the bartender to get a glass of water. I can't be seen as, well, this new undesirable me. So I left. The new me sucks, I miss the old me. At least he was fun to be. D'

Mumof02 New to panic disorder
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Hi I'm a mum of two, separated from husband and have been seeing my new partner for almost 2 years. Almost every time we have a controversial arguement a panic attack is triggered. In my past relationship I never caught or dealt with problems, and gr... View more

Hi I'm a mum of two, separated from husband and have been seeing my new partner for almost 2 years. Almost every time we have a controversial arguement a panic attack is triggered. In my past relationship I never caught or dealt with problems, and growing up with a single mum I never witnessed anything of the sort, now with my partner I feel under attack by him and I panic for no reason at all... I can't breathe.. Feel nauseous... Like my world is caving in... It's almost euphoric. I'm terribly embarrassed by these outbursts and when they happen again.. I panic for the fact I'm panicking ... It seems to get worse everytime and I'm at a point I'm scared I may hurt myself physically. i know this must stem from my up bringing, my whole life my mother ran from all her problems. We jumped from school to school and I never observed how to sit and deal with it. Instead... I run too. We argue and flight mode kicks in... I instantly want to run to avoid dealing. Then when my partner forces me to stay.. I panic. Does anyone else on here relate? Does anyone else feel like a failure because of these attacks