Hi all, I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I
suppose I'll get re-oriented if there's a better section of the forum
for this. I'm a 28-year-old woman with a bit of anxiety. I'm seeking to
get this treated as it's lately been mor...
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Hi all, I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I
suppose I'll get re-oriented if there's a better section of the forum
for this. I'm a 28-year-old woman with a bit of anxiety. I'm seeking to
get this treated as it's lately been more crippling than before (I have
anti-productive anxiety that makes me procrastinate) and I feel like
it's starting to affect my sense of self (I feel like I've become an
over-worrying, nagging, whining person when I used to take most things
with good humour). My issue is, I've never been to a psych and I'm not
really good at discussing private/intimate matters such as these so it's
quite terrifying and easy to find excuses to not actually do it (I don't
have time/money for this - which is true in a sense, but I'm the person
deciding how I allocate my money and time so... blah). Instead I'm stuck
into this phase of just thinking/talking about going to see someone.
Plus I don't currently have Medicare. I recently learnt I might be able
to get it, but instead of investigating this further I'm writing this.
Or, as soon as I have better days, I tell myself I don't really need
this, that I'm just being over-dramatic or too lazy to tackle my own
issues myself, that it's not that bad etc. And it IS not that bad, I'm
still functioning, just not very well sometimes and self-loathing is
starting to kick in. I don't know. It sounds like a very "privileged
problem" compared to some people who are in much deeper discomfort. But
at the same time, I don't want to slide further down so addressing this
now is probably wise. Anyone else going/gone through this? I know
there's no miracle trick and I just need to do it. But it'd be nice to
hear from people who have been there. I also have an unrelated (I
think?) issue that I don't know what to do with but it might be best to
discuss it in another post. When I'm ready. Have I mentioned I'm a
professional procrastinator? Ergh! Anyway, thanks for reading and thanks
for this awesome website. Mil PS: Sorry if my English sounds a bit weird
at times, I'm not a native speaker.