Concerns about Diagnosis?
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Hey everyone, bit scary putting this out here but I need some advice and you all seem very knowledgable about all things mental health. A little context to start: I'm 20, currently going through pretty rough time. Been diagnosed with anxiety & depres... View more
Hey everyone, bit scary putting this out here but I need some advice and you all seem very knowledgable about all things mental health. A little context to start: I'm 20, currently going through pretty rough time. Been diagnosed with anxiety & depression for a long time now, also on meds...though I really question whether they are the right ones for me or not. I also (unfortunately) relapsed with self harming and have been generally pretty low. See a doctor, psychiatrist and counsellor semi regularly, although am waiting for a referall to come through for a new psychiatrist. Have you ever wondered your diagnosis is right though? Is it good to get a second opinion or just a waste of time? I know its not ideal using Dr Google but I've been reading a lot about bipolar recently and am wondering whether its possible that I may have it...the ups and downs, feeling boosts of energy where you have all these ideas and try and take on a lot and then end up crashing? I can be pretty impulsive sometimes, spending money I don't really have/can't justify, engaging in behaviours for which I later feel aren't even me and later regreting them. Feeling like you can do everything, be anyone and then oversleeping, no energy, no motivation, depressed and crying etc. My doctor shut me down when I suggested it and whilst that could be completely valid, I wonder whether there is more to it? She said what I was describing were both causes of anxiety and depression. It is without a doubt that I suffer from anxiety but sometimes the depression just feels like so much more? (I don't even know if that makes sense...) I just feel like I'm all over the place all the time, no middle ground and I don't know whether I'm overthinking it all or shoul trust my instincts that there's more to it? Any advice?