Hi MooRich 94 and bigstar. I am not a doctor but have some insights that might help.
The idea that a pill will make you happy is, in my opinion, a bit simplistic. I think you would be more likely to find that the medication makes it easier to cope with life. It may make it easier for you to better look after yourself (e.g. get out of bed or the house for a walk) and participate in other psychological therapies.
I believe you need to really ask yourself, "What's the alternative?" If you are facing a life, as MooRich 94 describes, where you are "so over feeling sad and exhausted" medication might warrant careful consideration. If a doctor suggested medication to treat high blood pressure, most of us wouldn't hesitate to comply. Anxiety and depression are illnesses and it stands to reason that medication is a legitimate treatment option.
I encourage you to discuss this thoroughly with your treating doctor. Make a good list of questions and book a double appointment with your GP. You may also choose to get a second opinion and research the suggested medication.
From what I know, there is the possibility of experiencing side effects but not everyone reacts the same to this type of medication so your experience will likely be unique to you. Some people may wean off medication, under the supervision of a medical professional, and others may take medication for longer periods of time. It is very individual.
There will undoubtedly be many other members of this community with far greater insight to share than me and I am confident that you will soon receive other advice. I just wanted to try and help because I feel for your both. It's not easy to be unwell and wish you the best of luck finding your way to recovery.
