Hello everyone, this is R. I just need somewhere to vent, and this seemed like the safest place to do so.
I’ve lost hope in the world getting better. With all the stuff like climate change, conflicts/genocides, discrimination becoming more normalised, I’m just sick and tired. And the fact that the only people with the power to actually make a difference couldn’t care less and are actively working to make things worse is the cherry on top.
I don’t think I’m gonna have a future. I don’t think any of my loved ones are gonna have a future.
I don’t wanna live if I can’t have a happy life, but I don’t want to die and leave my family to face this terrible world alone. I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place, and I don’t see a way out.
As much as I hate it here, I’m gonna try and survive. I intend to talk to a therapist as well. Things just suck right now.
