Are you better now Quirky? I adore old movies.....I am getting older myself...I can't quite believe the Number I will turn in couple of months. How did I survive this far? I have just finished a lot of work..yes I took it up again on a casual,now and then basis...and I am so very tired. It is exhausting me more as I get older. Then I feel guilty that I am now rushing around cleaning the house, which is now painful with my body aches and pains.
I don't know the answer. Older people I know are being diagnosed with certain things, suffering, dying...is this what awaits me?
what is the point of trying so hard to live a good life? It all just comes to nothing..just dust, slowly crumbling away until it's hard to even walk, or enjoy anything. Older age should not be like this...it should be a celebration of making it thru such a long way. such a long, confusing, ghastly, beautiful, shiny, dirty, puzzling, enlightening, journey seems pointless if we all just end up as dust or ashes......I want so much to contact someone on the other side....do people stilll have seances? where can I buy a Ouija Board?
How do I talk to departed loved ones? I have things to tell them. I want them to talk back to me. If they loved me, why don't they let me know? Stay strong Quirky. sending love.....xxx
