She cheated with her brother in law for 10 years
Hi first time poster, thanks in advance for any advice.
I just did discovered a few days ago my wife of 30 years has had a long term relationship with her brother in law. I think for 10+ years. I am absolutely heart broken and experiencing the full gambit of emotions plus physical symptoms not eating, not sleeping and confusion.
I found out by finally having the guts to address the issue. I expected somethingwas up, so I looked at her phone a few days ago. She has been deeply in love with him and talks to him almost daily. I have had my issues over the last few year's, health wise I put on a lot of weight and mentally I have struggled with addiction. But in the last two years I no longer abuse substances and I have got fit and healthy again and lost the weight.
I can see she has started to pull away from him and taking a new interest in me. I am so conflicted and confused now. I know she will say i changed and it's my fault so am mentally prepared to not accept that narrative. I also think if she wasn't happy with me she could have talked to me and supported me instead of running into his arms.
So it's her brother in law...i think this type of affair is the worst kind because it's emotional, physical and in the family. Her sister is very successful and the have two children one with special needs, he's a keped man, attractive, the life of the party and I have always thought a player. He's prayed on her weakness and groomed her in my opinion.
What can I do, I know there will be varing opinions? I haven't outed them yet, I haven't spoken to her yet... It's just so difficult for me. I love her like no one else, I can't imagine life without her. We have two adult children who need us and I will destroy her sisters family not to mention the special needs child.
I almost want to see where this leads to see if she does in fact end it, then confront her....or if she continues I will just out them. I know it's hard to image staying with her but it's how I feel in my heart... I had my issues for a few years did I push her away. For clarity I never cheated on her, I have never hit or abused her in any way... I am a good man who had to work very hard to raise my family.. I resented her for not working I had to travel a lot to make better money, that started the downward spiral for me...i wish she had of just discussed it with me instead of running to him.
The next step for me is so difficult to face I have just got my life, career and mental health back on track.
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Hello DDs, it's possible we can become complacent when we've been married for 30 years, but the two of you should be able to talk about any problems, all depending on how your relationship has been going, but as you had put on a lot of weight and mentally have struggled with addiction, the siuation may have been tenuous.
Now that you have lost weight and stopped using the substance she has now again come back to you, that's a benefit for you, but I wonder what's going to happen in 3 or 6 months time.
You only worked away to benefit the prospects of your family and didn't expect this to ever happen, however, there is something that needs to be talked about with a mediator or a counsellor so it won't happen again.
I have a lot to say about your situation.
I agree with Geoff- can you trust her again and what will be the situation in 3-6 months time or 5 years even? It's an impossible question to ask, in effect you will always be looking over your shoulder trying to account for her time away from you and wanting to search her phone. I stress however, it's your call.
I'm interested in some comments you made.
"health wise I put on a lot of weight and mentally I have struggled with addiction.." I'm pleased you turned that around but you say this as if you have some blame in why she had an affair. You are not to blame and blaming yourself is not helping your confusion it's fuelling it. "she could have talked to me and supported me instead of running into his arms" Yes, yes.
"He's prayed on her weakness and groomed her in my opinion." Again this is where your confusion reigns. I'm focussing on this confusion as it is your enemy currently. An affair for over 10 years but he "groomed her"? I've always believed the one in the middle is more to blame than the outsider to the marriage. If that guy was a single guy outside the family would his "grooming" her be some level of justifying her behaviour?
"I love her like no one else" I'm sure you do.
"I will destroy her sisters family not to mention the special needs child." A separation/divorce doesnt mean the truth needs to become public.
"I had my issues for a few years did I push her away" Guilt is not your friend
"I am a good man" absolutely
"The next step for me is so difficult to face I have just got my life, career and mental health back on track." Let's talk about that.
Let's assume you leave. Is it the end of the world? Having had 3 failed long term relationships (one ex wife with two adult kids) and 2nd marriage of 11 years and happy now, I can say that life can be great post separation. The process- hurt, grief, anger then a turn around to seek a new life is inevitable. The fear is worse than the process. Eventually you find a new direction- hobbies, sports (supporting a team), interests all come into play not forgetting friendships.
To assist further, below is a few threads, just read the first post of each.
There is no denying your challenges and you are facing your confusion. We are here for you.
I am very sorry that you now find yourself in such a difficult situation. I have been married over 30 years and when I put myself in your shoes I can imagine the enormity of your pain and the complexity of the situation. Two immediate thoughts come to mind.
First off, I want to congratulate you on your success getting your life, career and mental health back on track. In my view, whatever you do next must be in your best interests and help to protect your significant gains. You need to put yourself first.
Secondly, please know that none of this is your fault. Your wife is responsible for her decisions and choices. The challenges you experienced in the past are not an excuse for infidelity.
No one can make this decision for you. But I think we both know that at some stage you will need to discuss this with your wife.
You’ve got the advantage of time because no one knows you know. This means you can really think about what you want and then plan how to approach the discussion. If you can seek mental health support now to help you prepare and to safeguard against a potential future slide I think it would be helpful.
Kind thoughts to you
thank you Tony - you are right if course I am very confused and I am greaving. She has broken my trust i know deep down that will be a major challange to overcome. I need time and luckely she is away for a week so i can get my head straight.
this helps give me prospective thank you.