Just on the verge of splitting

[Serendipity101]

My hubby is bipolar PTSD anxiety. I have ocd and ptsd
Weim not coping lately with him hating me all the time. He
Gets upset over everything.i developed an eating
Disoder in the last few months from his treatment
Of me.hes keeps threatening to leave me. Because when he starts
Telling me in what way I'm not good enoug. I get very
Very upset and suicidal and spend ages erratically trying to
Get him to change his mind.
His only feelings i see are anger and anxiety.
But he says I'm being delusional. That I'm perceiving
Everything wrong. I don't think that's true I think I just
Can't cope with it anymore.
How do I know if I'm delusional or is it him.? And
Either way will have us breaking up n I dunno what
To do with myself I'm sooo depressed.
I actually think he hates me as much as he loves me.

Yes I've seen Dr and therapist but I value opinion of
Ppl who suffered similarly. So I'm here. 🥺

[Sophie_M]

Dear Serendipity101,
Thank you for sharing your experience with the community. We can hear this is extremely distressing for you when it happens. We are glad that you are seeking for professional support and reaching out for community support.

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