I’m the one always initiating sex from my boyfriend
Just wondering first up are you Australian, l know funny question but your so no holes bard in the way you talk about it sounds so Americin'ish they;ll talk about such personal stuff anywhere to anyone,total strangers and splatter it all over forums and it is soooo off putting and their shows have become the same it just really kills what is suppose to be about intimacy and love.
And that could also be turning him off and he's basically told you he's lost interest. You know, you do as a guy just get use to seeing her everywhere dressed any which way 24/7 but l can tell you it really helps just like the above to keep and save those things in special ways and times. You know the saying too much of a good thing, it's true.
My lady says l shouldn't look sexy let you see me any old time any old way all the time bc you won't appreciate it anymore and she's right and that also goes for verbally and attitude and intimacy too . long term is about keeping love special , personal , intimate, feelings . But talking the way you do above to total strangers in so much detail we don't even need to know , says that probably glows through into your ways around bf at home too and will kill it. Keep it special , tone it back , see if that helps.
My advice for what it is worth is be yourself and if you are comfortable expressing yourself in a certain way do so.
Expressing your desires and needs to you partner is extremely important and you should do that. A satisfying sexual relationship with someone you care about seems very important to you and you should be able to have that type of relationship. It would seem that something has changed in your relationship, has there been anything? Has something happened and has his general behavior towards you changed?
Is you friendship still strong and what is holding you and keeping you in the relationship?
I hope i may have prompted you to question other things.