Hi Geoff , and thanks very much for the thoughts as always.
But man your not wrong , who knows where anything will be tomorrow or near future and what they'll do next. Mind blowingly surreal times aren't they eh , l hope you've been coping ok.
But hope ahh , as l said earlier, l don't know about hope , for awhile back there l actually hoped she wouldn't reply at those times bc l just wasn't in a good place. lately , things have changed a bit and atm , it would be nice , especially to hear how she is and has been , but l wouldn't be holding my breath.
Hiya Elsam and thanks for that . But ahh , the letter was actually to an ex from a long time ago that l've felt guilty for yrs about with the way things ended , so l finally decided to write. l just wanted her to finally know the truth. l've actually been with someone else quite awhile now since so it wasn't about getting back together or along those lines. lt would be nice to hear from her though , she's over seas, to just know that she's been alright with everything that's been happening and that she received and my apology. l sent it l don't know , over a mth ago , but even if l did hear back from her l wouldn't expect it to be this soon, maybe mths yet. Nah , no idea if she'd receive it or is still at the same address.
ps , wouldn't worry too much, he'd have to be from another planet not to know your attracted to him. We don't usually be intimate or persist for mths and mths with someone we aren't attracted to right. Ask him what he's thinking .
l know how scared and nervous you've been yeah, but yet your still in there trying you see, that's very common. The two women l've been involved with since divorce have both just wanted to go for it, so game, where as a lot of us guys me included become very gun shy and cautious.
rx
