Introduction - Hello Everyone

[Guest_498]

Hi all,

I'm new to this forum. I'd like to introduce myself. I'm 40 years of age, female. My interests include music (any genre), reading a great novel, watching comedy, Restuaranting, and learning new things. I suffer from depression and anxiety. Depression feels very lonely for me. I'd like to reach out for some support. Thank you.

[ecomama]

I'm just liking YOU guys hence the liking your posts but sun tanning?????????? lol omg.

I gave up sunbaking as a teen and thank Lordy for that!

If I WANT a tan I get it from a salon or a bottle now lol.

Yeah Blubes I remember you talking so brightly about that soon to be politician... remember I told you to hit him up for a JOB?? LOL!
So happy you got to hang out with him. He sounds really nice, positive, COMPLEMENTARY and bright himself.

CLEARLY you're getting your new tribe together sweetheart!

WELL DONE YOU!

And he likes a few drinks too - BONUS lol.

Wow, this is a wonderful "alliance". Right up your alley.
I think this is so great for you Blubes.

I hope you guys CHANGE THE WORLD.

Love EM

[Guest_1643]

so exciting and i feel like it's a reflection of u - to have a smart, well-educated, interesting and interesting friend - he sees that in you too i'm sure

gay men have given me the best compliments of my life.
And they're true - so take every word he said and believe it wholehearedly, Blubs.

[Guest_498]

Yeh, gay politician-to-be was very complementary but because of the mental abuse by my mum & sister, I don't feel it, tbh. I like the compliments but yeah, I don't feel confident all the time.

[Guest_498]

So I rang my mum and left voice msg aaying: "its going to bed Christmas soon and then N.Y. I haven't had Christmas with my family for 3 years. No family functions. I don't get invited sometimes. I finished the msg with "I loved you mum. Why don't you love me?

[Guest_1643]

hey blubs i know what it's like to feel sad about that kind of horrible treatment by family
:( sorry and know it hurts. hope you're okay

[Guest_498]

I didn't want to mention this yesterday with yoi guys, but im not too sure how to take this. My flatmate said to me as he was getting ready for his bike ride:
Him: when you didn't come home last night, I got jealous. Me: what, youre jealous? Are you jealous? Dont be. Him: yea, I am.
Hes probably just mucking around.

[Guest_1643]

hey blubs... how did u feel about it

[Guest_498]

Hey Sleepy,
I don't know. Im not sure. Reason why i didn't bring it up yesterday

[Guest_1643]

i dont know that i'd personally feel so comfortable if a flatmate said that to me tbh but def dont want to judge you as every situation is different

[Guest_498]

Yeah. Problem between us is that we have a lot of chemistry & sexual tension. I feel it. So does he.