Should I just suck this up?

[monkey_magic]

OK, this isn't easy for me to write bcas I respect police also but this is my situation.

I aparantly unlawfully entered a friends property, that's right a friends property. He wasn't home and I wasn't believed. Anyhow I was put in a mental institution. I preferred the hospital choice over the police station choice thinking I'll be in there for a couple weeks.

3 months later I came out overmedicated feeling like shite...misdiagnosed with a mental illness as a " safety net" seriously!!!!

3 months of my life where I couldn't work, and live my normal life. Inclosed in a small space, going crazy.

Should I just " suck this up". ?

[demonblaster]

Hey Warrior 🐒 and everyone ☺

Caught up. Sounds like that meal and talking more than usual to your little brother must have been really nice.

Geez that's incredibly sad your cousins X passing with Covid and no underlying problems either struth!

Life can be so quick can't it.

Shame no work for a few wks. Yes I'd probs like the choice I reckon to go into the office or home. It's not always 😆 but nice being around people and the commute away from the comfort of home. I find it refreshing being in different surroundings as you'd no doubt feel too being a traveller but also love and usually quite happy and content at home too.

Something else I was goin to say but it's gone on walkabout so I'll catch ya later monks.

Take care of yourself hun and if restlessness creeps up even just a little walk around the house gives us fresh stimulation and energy.

Cya huns and all 👋

Love Aunty bunny 🐇

[monkey_magic]

Hi all,

Im having trouble keeping commitments I make to myself and stay at home for eg going to the gym or getting my nails done.

Im pretty sure I've stayed in the house for over a week and I just had my first shower in about 5 days. I'm not depressed or anxious I just have trouble committing and there's always tomorrow but tomorrow never comes.

Ive been telling myself I'm going to go to the gym for over 2 weeks now. 🥴😩😬

[Guest_1055]

Gee those emojis or whatever they are called are cute and funny looking. Thanks for helping me to smile MM.

Is it procrastinating you are talking about. Got no advice for you or anything because I do that in areas of my life as well.

Maybe you are just so used to staying at home now for so long...

[monkey_magic]

Dear Shell,

I am used to it 🥴😬😤

Some more emojis for you.

[Guest_1055]

Thankyou MM they are cute 😊

[monkey_magic]

Hi all,

I haven't worked in a couple months now and don't know when work will be returning to the office.

Ive stayed home the majority of that time, spending a lot of that time on the couch on my phone.

I hear about how expensive houses r and also know how unreachable that goal is for me being on Centrelink and being a casual worker. I can't help but also feel a little disappointed in myself.

My weight loss has still stalled. I find I have to feel uncomfortable and hungry to lose weight and I don't like feeling that way.

My grandmother is becoming very needy and mum wants to put her in a nursing home. I've been having very mixed feelings about that one.

I went to the gym once and haven't been to the pools in a while.

Thats about all folks!

[monkey_magic]

Hi all,

Work in the office has started back up and I worked 3 days in the office this week I also swam laps at the pools 3 times for 60 min each time.

I might go walking with a friend weather depending next week as well.

I watched an old family video of when I was a teenager and boy was I thin and full of energy. A far cry from me these days but I feel that girl is in me screaming to get out but can't and is stuck.

At least I know I was full of light and energy. I might not have the same capabilities these days but I did once have them.

A friend of mine asked to borrow money and I said no. I've had bad experiences doing that in the past plus I don't have much.

Its quite humid tonight. I don't have a lot to do and have been lounging around today and right now. I'm working 3 days again next week. Breaks up my week I guess and perks me up, even if just a bit.

How are you guys travelling?

[Ggrand]

Hello Dear Magic...

Its so nice to hear from you..and with a lovely positive post as well...

Wow swimming for 3 x 60 minutes in a day would be very strenuous to any person I think...especially me..I doubt I could even swim for 6 minutes straight😁...very well done beautiful lady...

Oh those precious family movies....They are so nice to see..Please dear Magic, remember that was many years ago, when you were quite young, full of beans and with not a care in the world...I wish our minds and hearts could stay way...you know, no worries, and every day is a new adventure...Although even as old as we gracefully become..every day should be a new adventure, but we tend to keep yesterdays problems alive in each new day...(sigh)..

You have come such a long way since the order for those ant depression drugs have stopped...,I really hope that you can see that and are as proud of you as I/we all are of you..

I have lent money to some friends and never received any of it back,,,I don’t do that anymore especially since I’m on dsp...and have trouble spreading the money to pay for rates, rego etc...I think you done the right thing...

In my opinion lovely Magic, you are still full of that beautiful light, a light that helps others and shines brightly from your soul...

Hugs beautiful Magic Warrior Women...🤗🤗🦋🌹💚.

Grandy..

[monkey_magic]

Thanks for all that you said wonderful Grandy.

Today I drove all the way to the trampoline place thinking it would be a great way to exercise but it was packed full of young kids and I decided against it. Drove all the way back home again.

I only booked one day's work next week. I don't really like the job we are doing at the moment and works been sucky.

Plus my car is different. It's like it's doing little farts and is revving a little higher. I have no idea what's wrong with it. Plus water has been getting in a bit from all the rain. Problems... problems...

I keep ordering food from Menu log. It's so convenient just pricier. I like watching the map when they are coming on my phone letting me know how far they are. A bit of a novalty I guess.

Yes, Grandy that dredded order and those dredded drugs. I felt insanely gross on those injections. So glad that's over. I was begging for change because it was so horrible.

How is everyone going??

MM 🙉

[demonblaster]

Hey Magic 🐒 Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all 👋

Keeping up with how you're going and planning to post but oh yeah we know what happens with planning eh ☺

Always know I'm reading regularly usually if not I catch up and care very much about you.

Btw wow me too re swimming struth Ruth good goin, phooey I felt exhausted reading that. Clearly you still have some serious fitness well done.

Catch ya in not too distant future. 😆 I won't use that plan word for now 😂

This probs won't be necessarily in your car farty 😆 case the same but we had the over accelerating too which seemed to settle. Can't remember what the mechanic said but it didn't seem to be a biggy. We didn't have the farts-loved that. Maybe you're feeding it with too much gas 😂

Unsure but the timing thingy might be out.

Maybe give your car Dr a tingle to see if it needs attention sooner than later.

Go easy lovey 🤗😚🐇🐒