Should I just suck this up?

[monkey_magic]

OK, this isn't easy for me to write bcas I respect police also but this is my situation.

I aparantly unlawfully entered a friends property, that's right a friends property. He wasn't home and I wasn't believed. Anyhow I was put in a mental institution. I preferred the hospital choice over the police station choice thinking I'll be in there for a couple weeks.

3 months later I came out overmedicated feeling like shite...misdiagnosed with a mental illness as a " safety net" seriously!!!!

3 months of my life where I couldn't work, and live my normal life. Inclosed in a small space, going crazy.

Should I just " suck this up". ?

[monkey_magic]

Hi Shell & all,

It was good to de- hermitize myself after being cooped up for over 3 mnths. It still feels sereal and I haven't fully adapted.

Im not sure what's happening with work. Some ppl were working from home & still are and from my knowledge we're not back in the office yet.

Ive been getting a bit bored but hoping to get to the gym tomorrow.

[monkey_magic]

Hi all,

Feeling a bit lost ATM with no work and work ppl to converse with. I'm probably feeling like I need friends ATM. I've stayed home all day and it's lonely.

Its a very nice sunny day and I've spent it at home eating and sleeping to pass the time. Normally I'm at work on a Sunday.

Its horrible how so much has been taken from us because of this covid situation. My life still isn't what it used to be.

[Ggrand]

Hello lovely Magic...

I was pleased to read that you enjoyed a trip to the beach and getting your nails done...Self care is so important and necessary to help keep some happiness in your life...

Regional NSW is still in lockdown until the 1st November....really not looking forward to when that happens though...but I do know most people are looking forward to that, because it means that Regional can visit the Sydney areas and visa versa...

What colour did you do you fingernails?...I painted my toe nails a pretty dark red...Haha..no one can see them except me....I haven’t painted my fingernails for over 10 years...😂..Maybe one day I will...my fingernails are very brittle due to thyroid problems....they can crack, split, and break even when washing up some times...

Did you end up going to the gym today?...what kind of things are at the gym you go to....I have never even walked inside a gym and have no idea what’s in them....except for the ones I see on you tube vids...

I hope you have a good day today..regardless of what you are doing...remember it’s your day..no one else’s day...so you can do anything your beautiful heart desires you to do...

Much love, and hugs dear Magic..

Grandy..

[monkey_magic]

I just wrote you a whole big reply Grandy then it vanished. Stoopid pH...will try again later in case it happens again.

[monkey_magic]

Hi Grandy, all,

My toenails and fingernails are coloured glitter and speckled rainbow. Your toenails sounds nice. It did feel good to lie/sit back and have someone do it for me. I just like the shellac bcas it lasts so long.

I didn't go to the gym bcas of payment issues so I thought today would be a better day to go to hopefully sort it out. There's a whole lot of weights, cardio machines and buff men at my gym.

It was lonely y'day being at home by myself and not having a job to go to. I get payed by the government so I get by but not having that social interaction was getting to me and not having anywhere to go. Boredom set in.

Today's a brand new day though, mum's home, I'm doing the washing and I plan on going to the gym.

Hope you all have a decent day.

MM 🤍🌺

[monkey_magic]

Hi all,

Camping by the beach is booked for a couple nights and I'm going solo.

Then in a week or so I'll be traveling with a friend in another state and doing some adventurous things. Time to get out of the lockdown blues!

[Guest_1055]

Hi dear MM, oh that is awesome getting the opportunity to camp by the beach. I am guessing you will be ok by yourself? Just imagine hearing the waves and feeling the fresh air. It often even smells better near the beach

Will you be able to have a camp fire?

Are you nails still painted? Painted nails look so pretty under water at the beach. I like that soft sky blue nail polish.

Have a really peaceful time there MM

[monkey_magic]

Hi Shell,

I suppose safety is luck of the draw, really. I didn't feel safe in the past at a campsite and hopefully this is a very different experience.

Probably can't have a fire at the caravan park but that's all good. Going to spend my time walking along the beach and braving the cold and swimming in the rockpool. Check-in is at 2pm today.

I have my rainbow glitter and speckled nails which look spectacular when the sun hits it. Fingers crossed for a free and safe time.

[demonblaster]

Hey magic 🐒 and all other magic people out there 😊

Wow things are starting to look way brighter. Happy for ya darlz. Loven that you'll be the free magic birdy to zip about.

I've caught up and noted so I'llll beeee backkk...😆 I never tire of that saying tho I'm sure many reading me saying it often do 😂

Catch ya near future love.

Be safe well and happy thoughts with good memories and an exciting future...roll on.

Laters love 🐒

Aunty bunny 🐇

[Guest_1055]

Guessing you are there now MM. That all sounds lovely.