Should I just suck this up?

[monkey_magic]

OK, this isn't easy for me to write bcas I respect police also but this is my situation.

I aparantly unlawfully entered a friends property, that's right a friends property. He wasn't home and I wasn't believed. Anyhow I was put in a mental institution. I preferred the hospital choice over the police station choice thinking I'll be in there for a couple weeks.

3 months later I came out overmedicated feeling like shite...misdiagnosed with a mental illness as a " safety net" seriously!!!!

3 months of my life where I couldn't work, and live my normal life. Inclosed in a small space, going crazy.

Should I just " suck this up". ?

[demonblaster]

Magic Warrior hi darlz and everyone ☺

Read back sounds like you have a few things going on.
Glad hearing some goods too. Be really good if things go forward with the fuzzy friend.

Yip if the other ones not acting like a friend follow your gut hun as you are by the sounds. You don't need anything pulling you down.

Wow 5 yr contraceptive!
Suggesting to check it out darl.
Long time. Be good though.
Shame you're still suffering poor girl.

Well done doing all your exercising. It can be very hard getting the motivation back. Power to you
Definately it gives a lift.

Tent sounds like travels getting closer. Good having that to look forward too.

Keep on keeping on Magic.
You're doing really well.

🌱 new beginnings

[Guest_1055]

Hi all,

Staying in a tent MM sounds quite fun to me. An adventure.

Hey have you heard of "Happy Hormones"? Someone on BB was sharing about it a few years ago? Basically it is owned and run by a naturopath Jeff and Lisa Curry. The website has extensive information on it, including lots of stuff on hormonal health. You can take a free assessment, which I have done, join one of there private groups which mostly have girls and women in them. Once in the group you can ask questions. They also sell natural products including one for our hormones. There are no toxic chemicals in them either. Maybe it will help you MM.

https://happyhealthyyou.com.au/

[monkey_magic]

Hi DB, Shell and all,

Lol, I was the one that was talking about happy hormones. I looked into it years ago and they sounded great. I bought some used them and honestly didn't feel any different. So after finishing one bottle I never bought them again. Each to their own. Hopefully they're fantastic for others.

Yes, lots going on DB. I haven't worked out in a while recently bcas of my woman's problems but getting an ultrasound tomorrow so will go from there...

I have it bad for my Italian friend. I've been wanting him to contact me but nothing.
It sucks.
I have so many different train of thoughts in my head about him, what my ideal partner should look like, what I deserve etc.

I will eventually cave and call him but I don't want to seem too keen and scare him. Feel like I might have come on a little strong with some things I said when we hung out.

So...I'm being super, extra patient with myself thinking about him a lot and hanging for him to make contact and show some interest or initiation.

I've had a sucky day with my prolonged woman's problems...it's bad and I can't wait to sort it. Feel like I've lost a lot of life already bcas of clueless doctors. Perhaps I'd be feeling much better again years ago when I first saw doctors about this. I find I have to rely on my own research to find answers and solutions.

Just trying to keep my iron and fluids up. Was going to have a workout but whimped out Incase it will affect what I'm going through and thought maybe I was better off resting. But it probably wouldn't have.

Next time.

[ecomama]

Dearest monkey

It's been a while! Sorry to hear about your women's problems, omg, that's awful.

I really hope you can find ways to sort that out. It's a total downer when there are issues like that.
Hugs strong lady.

Your tent sounds AWESOME!
Hope you have lots of fun doing that.

Hey about Italian friend, I've read back a few posts.
KNOW YOUR WORTH.
That's all I'm going to say about it for now....

I HAD to tell you about something that happened bec YOU encouraged me to do it.
So I did lol. Yah.

I applied for Leniency for those 2 huge fines = $1400 and waited for the "outcome" for ages.
They said it's be within a month. That time was up 3 weeks ago.

Yesterday (on Yvette's birthday and my "birthing day" lol) I got the letter.
They've cancelled the fines and issued a caution!
OH YAY!

Phew.... now I feel like I've had $1400 put back IN my account.
I didn't realise the weight I was carrying with concern about this.

The letter was kind of funny really, directing me to download an App to check whether the car I'm about to drive is REGISTERED lol. Ummm okay but I thought this one WAS.

I miss those Rego stickers!

I hope you feel alot better very soon darling girl.
Then you can get back to the gym!

Go you needing new swimming cozzies lol.

Love EM

[monkey_magic]

Hi Sunshine Em and all,

Oh that's great news! Happy for you.

I actually have been posting but the long posts I write end up freezing so I just gave up. I really need a new pH.

The Italian guy did end up calling, and I gave him a really good day y'day by shouting him dinner and hanging out and practically throwing myself at him lol...haha... it's been a long time for me and I haven't felt this sort of connection in a long time.

I still have insane woman's problems but did go to the gym and for a swim and feel good for it.

My tent arrived aka the house I can afford haha...
Should make good use of it.

I'll keep this short bcas I don't want it to freeze and lose it.

Love,
Monkey gal
🙉

[Guest_1055]

Just checking to see if are okay MM

[monkey_magic]

Hi Shell,

Ta, for checking in. I haven't been posting as I still have the same ph that freezes and I lose posts.

Lots been happening since last posted.

Gave the caravan park closer to work a try but didn't feel safe enough to sleep in a tent there so it didn't work out.

Been swimming more than usual and now have a knee injury to add to the list. Body doesn't seem to recover as well as it used to either.

Been taking supplements to aid body to heal. Lots of them.

Still on track with my weight loss. Down 9kgs so far.

Italian guy disappears after I lend him money...going to aim higher.

Dad continues to disappoint by not telling me about a cousin's wedding.

Did some juicing today.

Stopped unstoppable woman's problems with drugs from doctor.

How has everyone been?

[ecomama]

MONKEY YOU'RE BACK!!!

Wow some adventures you've been having in LIFE hey???

Life never ceases to surprise.

Good on you for doing everything you've been doing, getting into life as you wanted to.
LOVE that!

Oh yeah! Definitely AIM as high as you choose... I wrote a list of my "next partner" (lol) in the aftermath of finding out about demon... he wanted me to READ it to him, so I did LOL!

First thing
"A man who is faithful to me and has shown that in his past relationships" hahaha... demon said 'well THAT can't be me!'

I said "Right on".
Then I kept reading and the list was LONG omg was it LONG... it was everything demon was NOT.
(Freaking LONG maybe volumes?)

anyway fast forward... made a beautiful friend. So caring and empathic. SO FREAKING sweet!

Became best friends.

Then WHAM.... he shared more and more.... I was tilting my head to the side like WHAT??

He'd never heard of my LIST...

and over time he revealed to be THAT and so much much more...

but rewind back to demon's reaction to my list?
it said "no man like THAT exists on this earth"....

YET my BF said "You aimed too low with that list". 🤣😂😍🥰🌈

GO FOR IT.
Put it "out there"... so just as you imagined, the Universe imagines it far better than you.

Love to you, so happy you popped back!
EMxxxx

[Tess2]

Dear magic one,

9 kg weight loss is fantastic well done . And as for women’s troubles , yes take the medicine.

So glad to see you back. I have been thinking about you. Sorry about the Italian guy, what a tosser.

keep up with all the positives

tess

[Ggrand]

Hi Magic, and everyone else...

Very well done with your weight loss...so very proud of you...I hope you are as well....

Sorry about what happened with the Italian guy...So many predators out their...Sorry you were bitten by one....remember the quote...”Once bitten twice shy”... Please be careful....You deserve someone who loves you unconditionally...no less beautiful Magic....yes aim high...for the right person that will love you unconditionally....

I read your taking supplements...please do be careful..and follow a professionals advice on taking them...overdoses can happen and have detrimental effects on your body...only out of care for you beautiful lady...

Sounds like your warrior spirit is fast becoming known to you once again....I can hear it in your words how determined you are to live the life you deserve..a happy, peaceful life...and I wish you all the best wishes for that to happen to you....

It was so lovely reading your positive words....

My love with caring hugs dear Magic...you really are one awesome person....love that about you💜..

Grandy..