relationship breakup

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi , i was in a relationship the first after a divorce of a 20 year marriage , i didn't think i would find love again , i meet this lady through some good friends and we started slow seeing each other on weekends , we lived 2 hrs apart .. we found comfort in each other and the time we spent together was the best time i have ever spent with a women , i could watch the grass grow for ever in her company . as time went on the baggage in both our lives came out and instead of dealing with it we just broke up .. she was scared and so was i .. the going our own ways happened so suddenly and i couldn't believe it happened ...approx 10months ago ... we had little contact and got on with our lives ..i whole time feeling very sad i felt a massive loss .. honestly thought we wold spend our lives together .. i speak of the good times now but there were times that her baggage came out and with out an open communication at these times it would be impossible to have a lasting relationship ...no such communication was possible ... and i know us being apart is better ..but i am still so in love with her ...i messaged her a few days ago and showed her pictures of my apartment which i have renovated ..the finished product ..she didn't reply ..i messaged my feelings and she replied with i think you should move on like i have ..i asked her if she was seeing anyone and she said yes ...i had to get myself home and i vomited many times and just put myself to bed ..i am reliving the weekends i said with her and seeing another guy in her life exactly like i was ...i try to reflect to the times that help me understand that it wouldn't have worked between us but my heart is so full of love for her .. its painful and i can't stop crying

[awrinkle_in_time]

Lady Gaga was rockin ...

Okay will look into the Human Hair extensions.... ha ha ... always wanted a pony tail ... 🙂 🙂

Love Sienfeld ...Love Georges Father ...Love how he yells his words ...so funny ....

Haven't seen the Shades of grey movies ... No not eating anything ...had soup and toast for dinner ...had a nibble on some almonds ...they are the salted roasted ones ...sooo good ... No beer ...have a beer some nights ...

Bruno Mars on now ...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Night ...MM

Sleep time ...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Good Morning , I sent you another post and it didn't go through ....

it might come through later ...

Have a good day ... early start for me ... lots to do ..

Catch Ya 🙂

[monkey_magic]

Morning,

Love how u go along with things...

U would look hot with a ponytail.

I ended up watching the Paul and lady gaga car pool- they were both really good esp gaga- she stands out that woman, vocally and the way she was dressed.

Guess what- I am getting out of the house today as it's not raining, going to walk around. Enough TV.

U should check out all the grey movies one day- they are really good.

Those salted roasted almonds r good. I love macadamia nuts too. When I lived in qld there were some trees so cracked them out of their shell.

Have u been to the Irwin's zoo up there? R u one for the theme parks? I had a pass. Went to dream world the most. Sunshine coast is amazing. I was in qld for two years and travelled around the place. Used to eat at hogs breath cafe a lot by the water.

Better let u get back to work 🙂

[awrinkle_in_time]

Afternoon ,

Yes love Lady Gaga ...there was a documentary about her life on Netflix ...might be able to see it on YouTube ..

It was good ...Okay will check out the Grey Movies ...Are they Raunchy?? ha ha ..

yes have eaten at hogs breath lots ...nice steaks ...I know the one on the water in Mooloolaba ...(the wharf)....

I have been out to the Zoo a few times over the years ...and went down to dreamworld a few years ago and rode the roller coasters a million times ...My work used to hold a Christmas party at sae world and i used to take the kids ...we would ride this one roller coaster all night ...was so much fun ....

Glad its not raining and you can get out for a walk ....nice ....the sun in your face ... Enjoy ...

What about dreadlocks extensions( or a wig )...blonde ones ... with a pony ... black cap ... sunnies ... muscle singlet black pants and thongs ... are you laughing ???

Better get back to work ...

Your Awesome ...

xo

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi a bit of news ....that gold coast killer is help up in a unit in Alex ...just around the corner from me ....the police have told all the locals to stay inside ...

On that note I'm going to hide under the bed ...ha ha ...

Had chicken Kiev for dinner ...was sooo good ...might go and get some salt and vingar chips ..

hope i don't get shot ...

Hope your day went well and you enjoyed your walk in the sunshine ...

hey i got a hair cut today ...i asked about extensions and they didn't answer me ...maybe i need to be more assertive next time ...

[monkey_magic]

Hi,

How was work? Beer?

U will have to watch the greys movies and let us know what u think( only joking)haha...lots of adult themes and great movie. Was a big buzz about it as u are prob aware.

I have watched stuff on gagas life, know quite a lot about her.

Great you've been to the theme parks and zoo and hogs breath. They used to have this sour cherry sundai with choc, vanilla icecream and cream- my constant craving and order. I liked their cocktails too and of course the steaks. I know the one you're talking about and have been there but used to go to the Redcliffe one the most.

Just for your information dreadlocks can smell if they get sweaty. How about a cap, ponytail, tight pants or shorts, no shirt......do u have any tatooes or piercings? I'm guessing u don't. I don't have any tats but have piercings. Tanktops look really good on men and I know how much u like your sunnies.

....it is freezing...

How was dinner?

[awrinkle_in_time]

hi ya sent you a massage and it didn't go through ...strange

[awrinkle_in_time]

maybe cause i mentioned a suburbs ...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi Ya ....

Dinner was good Chicken Kiev ...a little ice cream and salt and vinegar chips ...

Okay will watch the grey movies ...ill watch it in private ...

I have no tats or piercings ... tight shorts with no shirt ....thats funny ... lots of those guys in QLD ...

it cool hear as well ...heater is on ...

What did you have ....did you enjoy your walk in the sunshine ...