relationship breakup

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi , i was in a relationship the first after a divorce of a 20 year marriage , i didn't think i would find love again , i meet this lady through some good friends and we started slow seeing each other on weekends , we lived 2 hrs apart .. we found comfort in each other and the time we spent together was the best time i have ever spent with a women , i could watch the grass grow for ever in her company . as time went on the baggage in both our lives came out and instead of dealing with it we just broke up .. she was scared and so was i .. the going our own ways happened so suddenly and i couldn't believe it happened ...approx 10months ago ... we had little contact and got on with our lives ..i whole time feeling very sad i felt a massive loss .. honestly thought we wold spend our lives together .. i speak of the good times now but there were times that her baggage came out and with out an open communication at these times it would be impossible to have a lasting relationship ...no such communication was possible ... and i know us being apart is better ..but i am still so in love with her ...i messaged her a few days ago and showed her pictures of my apartment which i have renovated ..the finished product ..she didn't reply ..i messaged my feelings and she replied with i think you should move on like i have ..i asked her if she was seeing anyone and she said yes ...i had to get myself home and i vomited many times and just put myself to bed ..i am reliving the weekends i said with her and seeing another guy in her life exactly like i was ...i try to reflect to the times that help me understand that it wouldn't have worked between us but my heart is so full of love for her .. its painful and i can't stop crying

[monkey_magic]

Hey simon,

My uncles coming over to remove the nest. The baby birds left then the lice came through the window to feed on me, hard to get rid of them all too...my body is covered in bites.

Chrismas is a busy time of year & the jokes were great. It's good that you're motivated to work hard at the gym. U sound like an all round hard- worker. I take it easy a lot these days, I take it too easy....I could def work harder.

You'll be spending time with your kids which is great and possibly beaching it. I'll also be seeing the fam bam. Dad, brothers,uncles,aunty,cousins,grandmother.

Christmas is an exciting and celebratory time. I just love celebrating!!! Celebrate good times come on!!

[monkey_magic]

There is also worst joke Wednesday in the BB social zone. Some funny ones there too...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi ..so good to get home and get your posts ....Thanks ..I am a hard worker ,became a tradesman at a young age and have been doing it many years ... i enjoy working with my hands ...its good to create something, and finish a job well ..Glad your uncle is coming over to get the nest out ...and fix the whole in the roof so the birds wont get in again ..

I get to the gym 3 times a week and have a mate who pushes hard its good ...i feel good after it ...it keeps me balanced up ... its Friday night ..and i have been thinking of the new guy she got doing exactly what i did ..wrong thinking i know ..but its got me angry ...anyway the feelings are not to strong so thats good ...

Hope the week has been good for you .. taking it easy is good .. its good to have a little purpose in your day ...listen to me go on ... anyway hope you had a good week ..the bird nest is going and the itchy will slow down ..hope your weekend is good ...raining up hear .. xx

[awrinkle_in_time]

will check out worst joke wed...

[Guest_1584]

Hey mate .

Yeah , not a real nice thought is it , sorry it got in there. l've been thinking if l shoulda coulda what ifs and bla bla bla all week. l dunno ,

On one hand l'm sorta relieved that l don't have all the stresses or have to deal with the impossible obstacles we were up against , but , then there's the other side of the coin.

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi , how was your week end friend .. we had storms .. lot of lighting . It was wild but nice seeing nature going off ..

just sayin hi .. 😄 .. my internet is not working hit by lighting .. they said it will be fixed tomorrow.. nest and lice gone yet .. having an early night .. tired today x

[monkey_magic]

Hi Simon,

Love watching lightning. It's good that your internet will be fixed soon. I just use the net from my phone these days. There are more baby birds so the nest has stayed and I haven't had any fresh bites which is really good.

I shaved my grandmother's dog on the weekend and stayed home.. Been doing a lot of staying home lately, it's cooler. It's heating up my way this week.

A year is almost over!

Have a good sleep.

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi , that made me laugh shaving grandmas dog ..

we had so much lightning it just didn’t stop for a couple of hrs ..and the thunder was so loud .. real north Qld weather . It’s all cleared up now . Was beautiful this morning .. I got out for a walk .. the surf was ok .. few guys out .. had a rough weekend but am clear of it now thank god .. taking it easy at home is nice .. enjoy .

apart from your bird friends do they make much noise ?

Are you in northern Qld ?

Yes another year is over .. this one went fast ., a freash new year to look forward to ..can’t wait .. it’s good to some times trick your mind .. hope your well and keeping cool ..

[monkey_magic]

Hi simon,

I used to live in qld but no longer. I'm happy to be away from the heat to be honest, can't handle it now.

You asked, apart from your bird friends do they make much noise? I'm not sure what u mean.

It's hot hot hot this week. I've stayed in the house to be cool. You must be feeling it in qld.

The air has been smelling so good lately lol...

Cheers big ears

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi , I ment the birds in the nest making noise . Do you hear bird noises when your watching tv 😄 ... yes its getting quite warm up hear as well .. beach weather .. the water is beautiful.. great temperature.. hey I’ll have a swim for ya this week .. catch a wave or 2 .. have been doing lots of exercise which is keeping me balanced up..

hope your well .. you sound good ... night friend .. Thanks