Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[Guest_128]

I had it all wrong!

I would say,

you don't understand me

you don't get it

yeah it's all my fault,never yours

I'm mental you're normal

Im overthinking things

bla bla.

I was so wrong!

I don't understand them/him, never saw it like this,backwards.

Now for the biggest thing

Exceptance(f spelling) of the different breads.

Dory

[Guest_1055]

Are you okay Dory fish?

Shell xx

[Guest_128]

Yeah all good,

was that a bit weird?

[velvetfaerie]

Dory dude

stop channeling me!!!! Lol!!!

thats me. And him. So much.... I sent him a screenshot 😂

[Guest_128]

Swingers

[Guest_1055]

Hi Dory fish,

I thought you might be speaking about your relationship with your hubby. My understanding could be wrong though

Shellx

[Guest_1055]

Wave or hug to velv

[Guest_128]

Yeah yeah, I was. And everyone else that didn't understand.

Its all good, just a different way to think now.

[velvetfaerie]

Returns wave and hugto Shell

🤗🤗

[Guest_1055]

Feeling like punching and punching..... Nothing is going to change. Feel trapped, sad, fed up, sick of, alone, angry, frustrated, ugly, rejected, worthless, and other things. I want to yell. Why can't this person see or is it only me only that has issues. I hate this life. Hate it...hate it. I want to go home, and I have prayed that many times. There is no more pain, no more sorrow there. I know he hates me, I know he does not want me. I am just a piece of dirt, a no body worth fighting for.

So Father God, I chose once again to give you this broken marriage, this marriage love heart that has never really joined. It's all broken and I can't fix it.