Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[velvetfaerie]

Eh Dory?

Eh?

HEHEH..... I have just destroyed a selfish human being.... I may be moody but dang i know my ENGLISH LANGUAGE !!!!!!!!!

**cranky bum**

[Guest_1055]

Hi Nat,

Your foxgloves sound real pretty. Are they the ones in your front garden then?

About my garden.... I have a huge desire and dream to plant out huge amounts of pretty flowers. With plenty of ones that are good for picking bunches of. The truth is my dream is not a full reality as yet. Just a dream.....

However I do have a few growing. There is a purple Convolvulus growing near my front step. I really liked that one. Down from that is a dark pink gazania ( currently does not have any flowers) In that same bed is a lavender colour salvia which is not in flower either and catmint. So similar colours to your flowers.

.I am looking at varieties of flowers and gardens on Pinterest and have pinned quite a few that I like. Mainly cottage type flowers.

So I guess quite similar to yours Nat

Me xx

[quirkywords]

CMF

I like your new avatar and your post- not a rant at all.

Why are people so quick to judge?

I thought once my children grow up and leave home I wont be judged but people judge me for many things. As you say many see you for a few minutes and think they know your life.

It is healthy you can be assertive, I used to feel like curling up and crying when people judged me as a mother.

From what I have seen on threads you are strong compassionate person.

Kind thoughts

Quirky

[CMF]

Hey Quirky,

I do feel like curling up and crying or i want to be swallowed up by the earth. I think i am stronger than i realise but i can't take it anymore at times.

[Guest_1055]

I know that "fed up""I am over it feeling "CMF it just seems like it will never end. It seems just too much.... Just too much....

An emotional overload. I long to have advice for you CMF, something but I am struggling with the " it just seems to much" in my own life. But I could easily curl up and cry along side you.

Big hug if you would like one.But it dosn't seem enough somehow..

shell xx

[Guest_128]

When I was camping,I went for a walk as I do to find things,there's a rough dirt road, It's a summers day ,land is dry, I look ahead and there seems to be a green tree snake going across the road. When I got up close it was amazing,you know the book hungry Caterpillar well there were roughly 50 of them,they were all joined together from head to butt,making there way in the world.

I know I am a fish,but ATM

That family of caterpillars are holding hands, just like us.

Dory

[Guest_1055]

That is a lovely and special story about the green caterpillars Dory.

And thats incredible I have never seen anything like that before.

Shell x

[quirkywords]

Shell,

Sending you. A reassuring hug. I am sorry you are not in a good place.

Dory, I agree that is an incredible and inspiring story, Lets all be caterpillars and link together in a long chain.

Quirky

[velvetfaerie]

That’s really cool Dory !!!!!

xx

[Guest_1055]

Ah Quirky....Thankyou for the hug

Shell xx