Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[Quercus]

Hi Shelley,

There are two new foxgloves today!

One a creamy white... the other pale pink. So pretty. They kind of remind me of your avatar colours minus the red.

Hope you can find a bit of joy today too. What flowers are out in your garden?

[velvetfaerie]

Deep thinkers huh?

I like brains

*** brraaaaaiiinnnsss****

[Peppermintbach]

Hi Velv (waves to Shell),

Yes, brains = good

I have misplaced mine and am offering a (virtual) cash prize to anyone who can find it for me.

I mentioned it elsewhere but no one has seen it yet.

Makes me sad...life is tough when you’re like me and running around the place sans brain.

Pepper xoxo

[velvetfaerie]

Aweee lol you made me giggle pepper!!

i Left my brain in the freezer. Maybe yours is there???

[Doolhof]

You guys crack me up. If you happen to find your brains, maybe they can send out a search party of mine as well. Actually, I think mine is asleep somewhere so shouldn't be too hard to find.

Maybe it is down in the cabbage patch, no hang on, that is where the Cabbage Patch dolls come from!

[CMF]

So I need to have a bit of a shout.

To all those people who judge me, who see a 5 minute piece of my life and think i'm not a good mum, who don't see or know all the things i do ON MY OWN, who think they have never made a mistake in their life, who have never dealt with what i have dealt with over the years. All those people who know jack about me, about the mask i wear at times so i can look good for the world and not be judged for looking tired, or sad, or peeved off or anxious. All those people out there can go take a FLYING JUMP because they know nothing about mej or who i am or what i stand for. They wouldn't last 5 minutes in my shoes.

Ok, rant completed.

Thank you

xxx

[velvetfaerie]

YEH CMF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**fist pump**

[Guest_128]

Thanks for speaking for me.

fin slap to them.

[Guest_1055]

Hearing you CMF...

[Guest_1055]

Hello to you too pepper,

Thankyou for telling me it made your day.

Shell xx