Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[Guest_1055]

Sounds so like restful Mrs D ...... laying on a hammock while it moves with the breeze coming of a crisp clear ocean.

Count me in too, Velvet can you get me a ticket??

As I haven't had any breakfast as yet... my happy shout out would be:

Please I would love a very huge platter of sweet green grapes, juicy cherries and cut up pineapple . Ah yummy yummy...Thankyou

[Guest_1055]

Hello dear Quirky,

Ah sitting nice and comfortable with the fresh ocean air coming in from the ocean whilst reading a book. It all sounds .......well restful. Ooh and eating juicy mangoes.

Could you actually go and do that very thing Quirky? Shut up shop, choose a book, purchase some mango and away you go. Not sure I far you are away from the coast though.

Anyway a cheery hello back to you.

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Just me again Dory.....I forgot to say when we ask others to forgive us for being horrid or hurting them. It often helps them as well. Softens there heart I think....Forgiveness is powerful...

Shell xx

[velvetfaerie]

Oh totally Shelley... I wouldn't go without you ! We can walk and swim and walk and batter fish............

Forgiveness. I can be a horror. I was last Thursday night. I had a whiskey, which i figured out two days later ended up being half the bottle. I just get into the spaces in my head where I have to shut it up. Then I lash out, sometimes because it is due, other times because i am seeing things differently/skewed/blurred.

Ah i waffle. I am not making much sense to even myself lately.

V.

[Doolhof]

Hi All,

Regarding the hammock, I don't want mine to be rocking at all! I just want to lay and relax in it. I become motion sick in a rocking chair! A hammock, what was I thinking. Ha. Ha.

I adore tropical fruits, only problem is that by the time they reach S.A. they look like something John West totally rejected!

A glass bottomed boat would be great as well, as long as the sea is dead calm. We could look out for Dory's relatives.

Mangos sound delicious! The Maldives? Why not. Any tropical paradise sounds fine with me.

Cheers all from Mrs. Dools

[Guest_128]

Wait for Meeeeeeeeeeeeeee

have we a massage yet?

[velvetfaerie]

A massage? Na. I’m not even going to the gym....

The man thing AKA hobbit is visiting....,,

😈

[Guest_1055]

But when sadness or grief knock on your door,
Speaking so loud it's hard to ignore.
Pain so strong it shadows every other thing
Why does it have to ever come in.
Pain is an indicator , I hear you say.
Trying to show us another way.

What , I do not understand.....

[Guest_128]

Oh it's just so windy today,

It makes me feel so settled and warm inside,

I feel so very peaceful,

it keeps me on task. So nice to see people arriving with arms stretched out.

oh for the wind that makes me dance about.

(think I forgot to take my meds today)

Dory

[Peppermintbach]

Hi Shell,

I wanted to pop in to say hi and thank you for the lovely things you said in m’s thread 🙂

I especially liked your comment:

the world needs deep thinkers

I don’t hear that too often and it honestly made my day.

Pepper xoxo