Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[Guest_128]

Sorry kanga, Vel has never had her own thread.

She has started one today.

Dory

[Guest_1055]

Hi Velvet.... I thought you had a thread once, or perhaps I read some of your history from other threads? Maybe mostly in the walking one.

Hi fish Dory and Kanga I am baffled about the secret code as well.

[kanga_brumby]

Dory and Vel it gets very confusing if your talking code in a room where no one else knows it ok in your own thread fine please not in here. Therefore we can all join in and can respond if needed

[Guest_1055]

Okay Dory, I have read and read your posts several times to try and get my brain to understand . Please forgive me if I get this wrong....

But are you acting like "Dory" in the movie finding Nemo?

I mean no offense or anything, just attempting to understand.

Shell x

[Guest_128]

Shell,

OMG

What a dumb fish I am!

I just thought you would all know they wrote that movie about me.

Dory

[Guest_3712]

Hey Shell,

Just reaching out to say I hope you are ok and that I appreciate all your support over this difficult time Ive had.

You are such a lovely caring soul and it means a lot to me that reach out .

Stressless

[Guest_1055]

🙂

[velvetfaerie]

Shell rocks!!!

[Guest_1055]

Hi Stressless, I do not often know what to say to support you. But I have read your main thread , so please I am hearing you even if I do not say anything.

And thanks for checking up on me. Currently at the gym pedalling away on this bike.

All will be well ....

shell xx

[Elizabeth CP]

Glad you are still able to get to the gym & exercise. You are doing well despite the horrible mental health issues etc which make it so hard.