Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[monkey_magic]

I agree; there's a lot ppl don't see....

[velvetfaerie]

I'm not a fan of people.....

but the BB folk are gold.

v.

[Guest_128]

I don't like the others 🤢

[Guest_1055]

Oh Elizabeth, you poor thing. You must be so hugely disappointed. I am so sorry. I was aware you hurt your back in some way, but was hoping it would be better now. Are you able to do like certain stretching or anything to help as well? And are you able to walk around much there at all?

Thanks for your empathy regarding my back. I can still get around. And I only walked on the treadmill at the gym. I think I just did something on this stepping equipment just recently. It does not sound as painful as yours . I am not taking any pain meds or anything. Though I myself am considering doing some kind of stretching. I just need to find out which ones may be of benefit.

So what have you been able to do then Elizabeth? Suppose you are able to do a lot of talking with your son. And little grandchildren, does your son have children? You may have mentioned before I cannot remember. Anyway is it nice to see them all ?

I will do what you suggested , I guess sometimes we do lose sight of the things we are able to do. Even basic things. We have much to be thankful for I am thinking.

I do hope you back eases up a bit.

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Hi guest, I am glad you felt inspired . Did you end up going to the gym then? Or maybe some other kind of active activity. I do remember you are quite an active sort of person...

And are you happy to be called guest? I did want to call you the other name you had, but did not as well incase you wanted to keep it hidden or something..

I know you were feeling sad the other day, and I am not sure if you still are? And I also know you like hugs, so here is one for you.

Shell xx

[monkey_magic]

Hey hey,

Still haven't gone yet, had calls to make & things to do...but I will.

I like being a guest & I want to change it I just don't have access to email. A couple ppl have suggested I change it. I'll be crazy monkey, just need email to be working. Yeah I prefer anonymity. Feel like I overshare sometimes.

What did u end up doing at the gym?

Yeah I'm a sporty one...

[Guest_1055]

Just letting you know CMF, that your voice was heard by me.

And I am sorry, maybe you are perhaps feeling like you have been "taken for granted", or something. Along with the "fed up"and" sick of feeling".

Just wanted you to know I have heard you is all.

Shellxx

[Guest_1055]

Okay I shall attempt to call you monkey then. I cannot add the crazy to it though if that is okay?

And I understand about the feeling of saying too much. One feels sort of exposed or something. I guess you just share as much or as little as you feel comfortable with

I did all walking on the treadmill yesterday at the gym. For 60minutes. Just felt like I needed to rest the muscles in my back. ie ... not using the stair climber etc. You do classes don't you? Maybe a bit like Velvet does.

Shell xx

[Guest_3712]

Hey Shelley anne

What has happened recently to cause this downward spiral?

Sorry I've been a bit self obsessed lately and have missed some posts

let me know here if I can help or pop by The Circle for some TLC

Stressless

[Guest_1055]

Oh no no Stressless there is no need to apologise at all. Big hug... I am aware of what has been happening in your life over the last week or so. And I am so sorry for your loss and any pain your are feeling within you.

And I am fine now, Thankyou for asking after me. I appreciate it.

Shell xx