Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[Guest_1055]

Hi Velv, Stressless, Later, T , Mrs D,

Ah Velv, I am so sorry for your loss of your friend. You are right it is real important to let others know that they are loved. Life on earth is so short. And to re assure you I will be okay. Thanks heaps and you too Stressless for asking after me.

Shell xx

[velvetfaerie]

Checking in.

Glad you are ok Shell. Glad glad !

Me - I am just quiet at the moment. Been a big last 8 days! Through all that heartache and chaos I think I am getting sick. 😕 GRRR. I am OK though. Just quiet.

I lectured a person I adore Tuesday afternoon about feeling loved and wanted. And if you feel down and so forth, reach out to someone. PLEASE! Dang boys I tell ya !

We have sunshine today here finally. And soon I get to walk and train to TAFE in it. It will be most welcome.

V.

[Guest_3712]

Hey Shelley

Haven't seen you around lately . Hope you are going ok . Love to hear from you .

Maybe just pop onto the Circle thread in Staying Well and say hi to ever/ they would love to catch up.

Take Care

Stressless

[Croix]

Dear Shell~

I'm popping in to see how you are. I don't get to ask you as often as I should, one small walrus, one large forum 😞

Croix

[Guest_1055]

Thanks for asking after me Stressless. I am okay. And thanks for your message in the fear thread too.

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Ah Mr Croix, I am okay at the moment. I did struggle a bit with some fear yesterday. But in general all is cool with me. Thanks . You may be a small walrus like you say, but what I see is one with an enormous heart. A daddy sort of heart.

Shell

[Croix]

Dear Shell~

I think yesterday you had some trouble getting ready and going out.I'm pleased you managed OK in the end. You were stronger than you might have thought (but then I guess you always are)

Croix

[Guest_128]

OH MAN THAT HATE THIS WIND

IT MAKES ME SO

SEASICK

[Croix]

Dear Dory (please excuse me Shell)~

First of all I really like your fishy picture, really cheeky.

Second of all I've no idea what you are talking about, digestive problems (i.e. too many baked beans) or the weather.

Anyway take care

Croix

[Guest_1055]

Yes that is right Croix I did struggle up against fear that night, actually it was a bit during the week leading up to this party as well. Social situations often do this. But I have experienced much victory as well, as in going to places even when I feel the fear. It is an unhealthy fear.

Thankyou Mr Walrus with the enormous heart.

Dory.... I did not comprehend what you were saying. Not to worry though because I liked looking at your "Dory" fish anyway.

Just keep swimming......just keep swimming!