Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[Guest_3712]

Hi ladies.

Just thought I'd say hi - nothing controversial so technically not posting or am I ?

loving the convo's between u guys . Velvet I just smile every time u post- not taking joy in your pain you understand just your big open heart ❤️ ❤️and expressive nature .

Dont u dare change- his loss Ha !

Shell you are such a sweetie- I would like to join the yelling but currently down with a shocker of a virus- throat headache blocked up 😷🤧

So I'll do mine by miming !

Mrs D - always like reading your posts - yeah did the whole Centrelink thing years ago - they have u over a barrel- but u have to play the game 😏 - Stay strong

Thanks guys for keeping my spirits up through your posts

Hope u all have a lovely warm peaceful day

Stressless

[velvetfaerie]

HAHAH Stressless. You're cool.

No harm done. I am not going to change. Yes his loss all because he hasn't sorted his life out yet. My presence set the wheels in motion but sadly its taking months. I am impatient. I know he loves me. I don't question that. But we both agreed we have no hope until he sorts his mess out !!!! So bye bye. I told him I won't necessarily wait either. Why should I? He is VERY passive. Avoids facing things. Avoids doing things. Avoids life really. He said it would be less painful for us both to cease contact. Done.

**rant over**

LOL @ Miming 🙂 Thats epic. I do hope you feel better soon. I have been in contact with a lurgy... Lets hope it doesn't manifest !

I just hope I get through today wit out crying again. Thats all.

Take care of yourselves. 😄

[Guest_1055]

Hugs to you too Mrs D and I am hearing you in regards to you being fed up with all that stuff.....the mental health issues, the back pain and that other thing. Truly Mrs D, I long to just give it all a good boot out of your life. Kick it away for good.

So you decided to try a new psyh. That is a long way to go. Hey maybe you could do other stuff as well on the day. Get your hair done or spoil yourself in some way?? Is it in the city where you are going? Could be an adventure though. And I wonder to psychologist do appointments using skype or something?

And no I don't feel like yelling and screaming at the moment. But if you still feel like you need to , well I can hold this virtual punching bag for you.

Ah flowers... just beautiful.

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Hi again Velv, T and Stressless. Just letting you know I have read your posts is all. I can not write anymore at the moment. But I wanted to let you know I care.

Shell xx

[velvetfaerie]

Hey Shell... u ok?

I want to shout out. I don't need support per se or my own thread because my circle of misfit friends and I are supporting each other.

Love each other. Make sure people know they are loved and cared for. Especially the youngsters. Push the system to help anyone who has stepped up to help themselves.

A young friend I was so fond of took his life Monday night. He was 19. Long tragic story. I was so angry at the system letting him down hence I wanted to get on my soap box a bit.

Thanks for reading.

Today is rest day for me this last week has SUCKED SO MUCH!

v.

xx

[Guest_128]

That's so sad, get over here and cuddle up in the sun with me.

now I know why you have been crying out.

It is such an awful space to be in, so many mixed emotions.

Please rest up,have you had anyone with you?

[Guest_128]

And yes you what I think of the whole system!😡

[velvetfaerie]

I've been with my friend... she's needed company and it helped me too.

We r ok... just the mish mash of emotions.

I have a friend visiting soon. We just chilling out. It will be ok.

Yeh the system. Sadly they are human too. Humans aren't perfect.

Ah you have sunshine today? I'm jealous. It's cruddy weather here today grrrr.

V.

[Guest_3712]

Hey Velvet,

so sad to hear of your friend my thoughts are with you too.

Nothing to add except lots of cuddles and sunshine in the circle whenever you need it

Take Care

Stressless

[Guest_3712]

Hey Shell,

Just checking in- hope you are ok and when you are ready to shout out we'll be here

be Kind to yourself

Stressless