i need help please

[Jackson1994]

is there anybody there

i need some help i cant cope with this anymore please help

- jackson

[Jackson1994]

Fairly chuffed with myself right now

[CMF]

You got the secondment?

[Jackson1994]

I sure did

[CMF]

well aren't you just kickin' goals at the moment! Congratulations. Can you tell us about it, understand=d if you can't.

cmf x

[Jackson1994]

Hey, yep it feels like I am kicking goals at the moment... I absolutely can tell you...
It’s sitting in another team to mine in a team leader role for 3 months, in an area that has more of a whole community focus rather than my current role in youth services, but an area I feel well equipped with knowledge in, there’s potential to extend/apply for the ongoing position, but that’s yet to be confirmed and will come later.
I’m pretty happy, when I go back to my usual position I’m looking forward to using what I’ve learnt while being in that higher role for a short time.

Very exciting!

We had a nice little family adventure in one of the state parks today, a nice little hike (which was supposed to be a tame walk but someone read the sign incorrectly and it wasn’t me) with W in the carrier. All exhausted. As I have said before, W thinks everything is hilarious so the constant squealing was fun, at least we know he’s happy.

[CMF]

Cograts, sounds great. They clearly value you and see potential for a higher role. You re going about it the right way too, using it to learn and grow then incorporating the knowledge and experience when /if you go back to your other role.

Good to hear W enjoyed the hike. He has 2 wonderful parents, of course he's happy!

[Jackson1994]

Thanks CMF I’m looking forward to starting.
W is definitely happier now that’s he’s moving around, some kids are like that, he also sleeps a lot better. He moves quick though, you blink and he’s gone and he’s not even crawling on all fours yet, crawling will be the real test for us. Crazy kid.

[Jackson1994]

I’m also looking forward to working with a new team! Who I kind of know, I know of them and said hello.

[Jackson1994]

Difficult time of the year, March is always tough, holding loved ones extra tight tonight while I think about my brother.
Not feeling so good. Fell asleep holding W’s hand through the cot tonight and H woke me up. I’m not looking forward to the feelings the next few weeks will bring. But have many good things to make it feel a little easier, a new job, a lovely family with a cheeky kid, a friendly dog, footy season starting soon, a lovely house by the water

[Jackson1994]

Today was tough, left work early and took Will out for the afternoon.
Makes me feel stupid and incapable when I do that.
Why and how am I being considered for higher roles when I can’t make it a full day at work sometimes? I’m such a piece of garbage.