Feeling desperate to make this stop

[Lilly99]

Hi there, this is my first post which is really scary. Anyway I am not good feeling really depressed and anxious . I have tried everything psychiatrists, psychologists. Mental health nurses. Medication , I even spent 4 weeks in mental hospital to have tms which obviously didn’t work . Anyway feeling like life isn’t worth living . I feel like I have had enough of this battle called life . No matter what I try nothing works . I couldn’t be more of a joke and a waste of space really what’s the point I am never going it get better . Do people ever truly get better?

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

I will sit with you awhile. Please keep going. I know it’s really tough, but so are you. If it gets too hard please ring the emergency numbers.

Did you grow up in Australia? I grew up in Scotland. Have you travelled much?

With love your forever friend Jojo 🌻🤗

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo.

My son thinks he can recover with his friends.

My children know how my mental state is . When i went into hospital they thought how selfish I was leaving them .

My family dosen’t know what I have been through and I would never tell them

I shouldn’t have opened up on the forum either.

Sorry feeling really emotional about everything tonight .

Lilly🌺

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo,

I grew up in Australia. I have been to New Zealand once.

You don’t have to sit with me. I am really not worth the effort.

Sorry

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

I have been to NZ South Island a few years ago. It was really beautiful. Would like to go and see the North Island one day. Which part did you go to?

I hope to visit Darwin next year will see how I go.

If you don’t feel like talking that is okay.

YFF Jojo 🌻

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo,

I went to Queenstown in the south.

It’s ok you go to bed it’s late. You don’t have to worry about me. It is what it is

lilly 🌺

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

Please stay safe and if it all gets too much please ring one of the emergency numbers.

You are in my thoughts and prayers xox

With love YFF Jojo 🌻🤗 🕯

[Saree_p]

Boo Lilly,

Wondering how you are today?

Thoughts are with you my friend.

Yes CAT team have not been fun nor helpful. BF is asking questions and I don't have answers for him. Not quite sure what to do really.

Lilly, I know it's hard not to blame yourself. But you are not responsible!
Jojo and I think the world of you. Xx

Sarew

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

Just wondering how you managed last night and how are things today?

I hope you are looking after yourself too as well as your sons.

Once more, I can’t emphasise enough, you could not have prevented the accident and are not to blame.

Sending you lots of hugs xox

With love YFF Jojo 🌻🤗

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo and saree ,

I don’t know what to say .. Not doing ok .

lilly 🌺

[Saree_p]

Hi Lilly,

Can you reach out? please?

I am at the point of needing to myself tonight as well. But I am holding onto the positives that have been happening. I am aware you dont have this, so there is no reserve. Can you please reach out? please.

You are a dear friend of mine, you deserve help! please.

kindest thoughts and wishes your way,

Saree