checking in for the day

[awrinkle_in_time]

where d i now right im so confused i have hit real low and not sure about anything i cant ring the people i normal call out to i dont trust anyone i just want to hide away i have express ed in the wrong way and have been looked out ...im hate everyone every one hurts me im pussed away by every person i know im going to try to sleep can someone just say some nice words to me

[Ggrand]

Hello Wrinkle,

I just thought I would call in and say hello to you..I can sense that your missing your good friend Magic.. I’m not trying to take her place, no one could do that I mean Magic is exactly that isn’t she, a gorgeous beautiful little monkey that so ful of magical care and wonder........ I thought I might if it’s okay with you just keep you company and be here for you if you need to talk, vent etc...

Kind thoughts,

Grandy..

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi, your so lovely thank you .... yes i do miss her .... we are all worried for her well being ... i wish i could visit her and sit with her ....we have had lots of chats on the forums and just love what we have we are good mates ...i have found ...i find it hard to just get into other forums and chat to strangers ....i dont trust anyone ....i trust Monkey more than anyone in my life ....i have spoken from my heart to her and she has treated me with love and respect ...

she is so special ...i will write again soon Grandy ...Thank you for reaching out ...and caring ....i truly appreciate that ....being neglected and feeling unloved is very difficult at times ..... i hope you are coping as well ....sending love back to you lovely ....lets pray for our friend tonight ...xxooxo

i hope all that made sense ....being upset when you write can be difficult ...

[Ggrand]

Hello Wrinkle,

Sorry I haven’t been back, but I’m having a bit of a hard time, but I will be okay...I’m down and up a lot, sometimes I manage okay others not..

How are you feeling today?

Monkey has a beautiful heart and soul, and has been treated very badly in the past, I’m hoping she is getting the help she needs, but it’s a bit worrying that she hasn’t been in to the forums, I’m hoping not but I’m thinking they have taken here phone away from her...or she has no way of charging her phone..

Its okay, that you find it hard to jump into other conversations, I did when I first came onto these forums, I’m really pleased that you and magic have formed a beautiful friendship and that you trust her..

Im sure she will heal and be back as soon as she can to talk to you...

Wishing you a good restful and peaceful sleep wrinkle..

Sending you some love and hugs 💜🤗..

Grandy..

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hello Lovely Grandy ....

I hope you are well and your day has been a good one for you ....I understand the ups and downs ....is tough sometimes ....

I have been okay ...thinking of monkey and how she is doing ....i think your right she has no access to her phone and we all understand why she cant reply she will when she can ...and it doesn't matter how long it takes ....

just hope she is being looked after ....im sure she is ....how could anyone not warm to her ....shes just Awesome

I hope you have a nice sleep and a good day tomorrow ....are the puppies being good 🙂 ...

im sure that are loving you lots ...how could they not ... thanks for being hear Grandy ...you are so appreciated xxxxx...

[awrinkle_in_time]

hi ya monkey , hope your okay ....

xxxx

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi Ggrand , how are you going along hope all is good ...xoxo....sending peace and love

i missed monks today ...more than most days ...

i wish i could swim in the ocean with her ...

goodnight xxxxxx

[Ggrand]

Hello Wrinkle,

Im doing okay, thank you for asking...I’m sorry that your missing Monks, it’s hard isn’t it?...I also am missing her surfing around the forums...I am beginning to get concerned about her though..it’s been too long since we heard from her..

I keep telling myself that she is safe and being cared for by Kind hospital staff..Helps my anxiety a little to think that way...

How are you doing Wrinkle?..If you need to talk, I’ll do my best to help you...I’m not monks but maybe I can keep you company until she comes back...💜..

Sending you love and hugs..💜🤗...Please know that I care about you Wrinkle and you matter...

Grandy...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi Grandy , Thank you ....I have been okay just working lots ....Im sure monks is being looked after ....

I hope your day went well and all is good

Take care of yourself xxooxxxo

swim in the ocean tomorrow ....

Good Night

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi monkey and Grandy .....

hope your weekend was okay

good night xxxx

[monkey_magic]

Hi beautifuls,

Swimming in the ocean would be peaceful ha....just have to watch out for the " nastys".....stingrays, bluebottles, jellyfish, sharks, those sorts of creatures. They took my pH off me in the hospital and wouldnt let me use the net. It's more like a jail than a hospital- no exaggeration there.

Sorry guys and I'm sorry to myself as well had the means and was in the middle of not being here when mother texted something that I couldn't live with " it will effect me for the rest of my life"....

I couldn't go into full detail, just have had too much on my plate for too long. Not recommending it i had been contemplating for long....

But, alas ( adding for good writing wrinkle) problems r being solved. Problems I thought were impossible bcas I didn't have the connections. Looks like my jail/ hospital stay has had it's benefits....

Mmmmm....love song on the radio.

Love yous!!!!!

And wrinkle u can ( semi) trust others on the forums and your heart is beautiful. I'll b thinking of u during my next ocean swim.

Life is full of wonder. Go find the wonderful 🙂

MM x