Since the break up with my first girlfriend I've been very depressed. She broke up with me. At the start of July. And now it's almoat December . For the last few months since the break up I've isolated myself from people. I stopped working..and haven't worked since June of this year. Someone who was supposed to be my friend lied to me about her still being friends with my ex. And my ex-friend and my ex are both bi-sexual. My ex-friend asked numerous times to make out with my ex while I was with her. I said no each time and was upset about it. Now I keep thinking they have hooked up becauae they have been friends the whole time . My ex girlfriend made comments at my size down there..and they were really hurtful comments..and were made behind my back.
since all that happened I've been in hospital because I wasn't eating or showering and just stayed in bed all day. My family contacted the hospital about me and I was in there for a few days. I'm on medication now..I'm seeing a pychologist...but I still stay at home all the time and I still am isolating myself..I don't know what to do. It's been months now..and I can't keep feeling like this and going on like this. And all my thoughts about my ex and my ex-friend won't stop...
