I think I'm finally seeing some light at the end of the tunnel

[Possum_Magic1]

Hi Everyone

I'm new to the site, but not to depression. I had an episode over 20years ago and have been well since then until May this year. I can assure you I was totally amazed that I was once again heading into a darkness I never thought I would see again. This episode has been nowhere near as bad as my first one but debilitating to say the least. Different time in my life with 2 teenage children to worry about , and not letting on that I'm not 100%. I can't tell them.....they would be devastated. I am lucky enough to still have the same loving and supportive man in my life that was there for the first episode. I have hated every minute of this episode and can't wait for it to be over. I have been counting down the days weeks and months! Finally I am into my 9th week of medication and I'm starting to lift. Fingers crossed this continues to be the case. To those that are struggling , be rest assured there is light at the end of the tunnel. Keep pushing and trying everyday no matter how hard it is. Set just one goal everyday and achieve it. All those years ago when I became well after my depression, I felt grateful that I have suffered. It made me a better person, more compassionate , caring as well as patient.

May whatever demons you are fighting start to lift. May you see the Sun in the sunshine and may you be well.

[Starwolf]

Hi Possum Magic, welcome to the forums.

Thank you for sharing your inspiring thoughts and uplifting words. Your contribution is very much appreciated.

You are right... often, sharp curves and steep inclines hide the proverbial light at the other end from sight. It doesn't mean it isn't there. Well done for being proactive about your mental well being.

It is good to know your courage has paid off and you are now in recovery mode. It seems you have been blessed with a supportive partner... indeed a terrific ally to have on your side. With 2 teenager sons, there's a lot resting on your shoulders so please keep taking good care of yourself. Small steps do accumulate into long distance travel.

I agree with you, knowing pain makes us more compassionate, more capable of helping out those around us who need it. From this participation, self-regard and self-awareness can grow. It's a 2 ways gift.

I wish you all the best.

[Possum_Magic1]

Thanks Starwolf

When you finally see that light you just want to start running!

I know that slow and steady wins this race. I'm just pleased to not be struggling as much. Onwards and upwards from here. Good things come to those who wait.

I have an awesome partner who is supportive , strong and patient. Everyday I spend with him I know how truly blessed I am.

Thank you for your reply and words of wisdom.

[Jessicatherese94]

Hi Possum Magic, I resonate with a lot of what you are saying and wanted to say thanks for making this post. In many ways too I feel grateful that I experienced lows as well if only to assure myself that I can get through anything in life, and so can you. Wishing you all the best.

[Possum_Magic1]

Hi Jessica therese94

Thankyou for you kind words. I too believe that if you can beat depression you can beat anything. The person I became was one of the best things I got from my first depression. To be so compassionate and truly listen to people and not judge them but support them is such a gift.

I'm glad that you also found this gift. It will get you through life with plenty of admirers. Stay well x