Feeling Scared Again.

Beaser · ‎01-10-2022

Hi and best wishes to everyone. I know that there are people doing it so much harder than me. But i just feel defeated at the moment. Im just so lonely and i miss my ex partner so much and i know i have to move on .I started a new job that i was going well at but i couldnt go in on Wednesday and i feel really bad about it. Im sick of fighting this battle and im tired from it. Just how much do i have to go through . Im sorry to be on such a downer but i dont know where to turn to at the moment. If i break it down im lonely and scared.

I wish every one a good day . Brett.

Beaser · ‎06-05-2023

Hi Ham hope your well and thanks for the reply.

I havent taken the big plunge job wise as im still very much trying to get on top of things.

Im off to the footy today so im hoping for a good day. Have to rug up as cold here in VIC.

How you been going ?

Beaser · ‎07-05-2023

I dont know where to turn to at the moment. Im just so scared about where im headed in life. I worry that i will lose everything because i cant function. I have a small mortgage but im worried about coping with the payements . I have a friend who maybe could help me but dont know if its the right thing to ask.

Ive been to my Dr and phycologist and had a medication change. Im so tired of having to fight this .

I wish everyone a happy day im sorry to be on a downer but its my only place to talk Brett,

HamSolo01 · ‎11-05-2023

gday beaser

yeah not too bad thanks mate

moved last weekend into anew place - good room and plenty of space.

Been throwing myself into work which has tested me but also taught me.

Saw you were rugging up coz it was cold - same here tbh

never apologise for saying sorry either mate - that is why the forum is here

happy to hear from you as always

may take a few days to reply as i am chockas with work but yeah happy to hear from you no dramas

maybe the friend would be happy to help you with the stuff you need? No harm in giving it a go hey

med changes can be daunting yeah - i have had that exp too so i know how you feel

cya soon dude

H

HamSolo01 · ‎27-05-2023

Hows things beaser?

Beaser · ‎28-05-2023

HI Ham and thanks for checking in.

It has been a bit of a tough week . I went and visited my brother who is in a very bad way health wise. Im glad i did but its hard seeing him the way he is. .

I have to go see a phsychologist tomorrow one that is organised via Health services so im a bit scared of that too. I went to my local footy yesterday and volunteered behind the bar for a few hours its pretty tiring but i feel as though im giving something back . Ive been pretty good but just the last couple of days a bit of loneliness has kicked in . I really miss my exgirlfriend at times like this but i havent made any contact as i think its the best thing. How have you been Ham ? Its great to hear from you. Brett.

HamSolo01 · ‎29-05-2023

Howdy Beaser

Good to hear you're engaged in the community though hey! Good on you mate.

Yeah I can understand the desire for your ex. Best to let that pass I reckon. Time heals.

I'm not too bad sir. Got word at work that our shifts will be 13hrs. Assessing my options. A ruthless decision was made to close down offices overseas. No Consularions. Pathetic of them I think. But that is capitalism 101. I'm over it.

Bring on the universal basic income

Hope the psychologist was helpful

Beaser · ‎30-05-2023

Thanks Ham. Wow13 hours thats a long haul. Hope your ok with it. Brett

Beaser · ‎14-06-2023

Hi Ham

How you been ?

Beaser · ‎18-06-2023

Feeling very anxious at the moment. Ive been trying to access some centre link payements but havent had any success. Im so scared of going broke ad having to sell up.

I am starting to just accept my lot in life im 57 and battled for so long. I just think if i do accept and not feel like i have a weakness then it lifts my load a bit. As that saying goes It is what it is. Best wishes Brett

HamSolo01 · ‎18-06-2023

howdy there BEaser

Apologies - been a bit absent lately

Been busy with work and all that jazz

centre link is a pain at times tbh - not gonna lie - but also too if you are entitled to it then take it i say. The effort is worth it.

I do hope you've been good health otherwise mate

good to hear from you and keen to chat more as always