As much as i feel depressed, anxious and lonely i have been reaching out and seeking help. I have a great support network but i feel the need to share some of my writing in a safe place. I thought that maybe some people can relate and i just want to be able to share my writing without feeling like a burden.
So a little bit about me... I have been battling my problems for as long as i can remember. I have had really good days and bad days. Sometimes it would last just that day, or weeks and even months. I find it hard to understand why i am the way i am. A lot of the time it comes back to all the trauma I've come across in my life. I have faced many challenges in life which has probably made my brain think the way it does. I find it hard to keep motivated and interested in things i use to absolutely love. I find it hard to find the positives in a negative situation. Life is this one big obstacle course with each of its challenges.
As much as i feel depressed i have a son that looks up to me. I am his safe place and comfort. He is a big reason that I'm seeking help to find myself again. My mind is a constant battle between the two things i think, but i know i can get through this. I have before and will continue to fight until
