I made a very stupid mistake almost 2 years ago, it was around when COVID-19 was a big deal and I took it lightly. Not only did it put myself at risk but the people around me. I was feeling unwell with covid like symptoms on the job, things were getting worse & worse as days gone by. My workmates were getting worried looking at me and gave me a lot of pressure that I had strong symptoms of COVID-19. I waited until I had basically all symptoms of covid-19 before rushing to the medical center to undergo a PCR Test.
That day, from rushing to the medical center to waiting for the result, was one of the scariest experiences of my life and no one should ever go through that. Talking to the medical bay trying to explain to them what is happening to me was the hardest thing. My heart was pounding, my speech was slurred, and my eye focus wasn’t there. It put the medical staff in distress as I told them I had covid-19 symptoms. The results came back as negative and I went back to work the next day to try to normalize the situation.
Due to that reason, I lost my job.
From that moment to now I can’t confirm what happened, but I believe they tried to remove all information about me like I’m a ghost walking around now.
People don’t want to recognize me more than twice but I got so many people trying rely on me to do sometimes I can’t even do.
The amount of pressure on me is insane… Friends, People, Family, Government, Companies ETC
It’s been a hard process talking to people since this event, I have lived a very isolated life since covid-19 and trying to talk to people is what I found the hardest part in my daily life.
Worst part of all no one wants to tell me what’s going on, which should be the easiest thing to do.
This past few months I have grown so much without little to no support but now with so much pressure on me I hope to find support with Beyond Blue.
