HI Bluebirdbrown and welcome to the forums.
I know it can be scary to thing you may have a condition. With my anxiety sometimes doctor google to make be panic about something that I may not even have. So my suggestion to you know is to try some breathing exercises for a few minutes or meditation. To help calm down your panic. I find this helps me.
Now dr google isn't always accurate. I find I tick a lot of boxes for multiple diagnosis. For example I tick a few boxes for various mental illnesses. I saw a gp and a psychiatrist, they told me I did not have bipolar, however dr google said I tick a lot of boxes and may have it. Just want to reassure you that dr google isn't always right. It is meant to be a tool. Nothing can beat clinical judgement of a person.
I suggest have a discussion with your doctor about your concerns. They can assist you and help let you know if you have it or not. I find that sometimes my anxiety can mimic other conditions. Example when I am highly anxious I get something called 'rapid speech or pressure of speech' this can also be a sign of bipolar, however I do not have bipolar (no mania).
I know this is hard to do, but I'd try not worry about it. I'd wait till you could discuss it with a dr. Hope this has been helpful. Let me know if you have any questions.
