Thanx Geoff and Jo
You know, things are really building up ... just like you wrote in that other post Geoff about everyone being super vigilant for today and around this time ... to try and not let the hard work come undone.
I've almost tipped twice over the edge, once last night, once this morning ... but you know, I can feel the tears (which are just gallons upon gallons) are so close to bursting out and yet still they can't flow.
They might just start when I see my brother on Saturday ... my fam travel to see my Mum and then go see my bro and his family on the weekend. I feel they might just flow when I give my brother a hug when I see him; but I'm having these shameful thoughts, cause there'll be so many there (and wonderful family members) and that just wouldn't be the time to let go.
I don't know.
Neil
