Hi, welcome
Medications depending on type, quantity etc can have side effects for sure. As to side effect pointing toward effect on sexuality that would take an expert and even then I'm not certain they would know.
What I think is natural is humans when they are young there is so many changes being made mentally and physically in that sphere that most of these creeping in thoughts are jumbled. Where their sexuality goes from that point is strictly up to the individuals development.
My only advice to someone in this sexually jumbled period is to allow you some time to think more about where your desires lie and increase or decrease. Dating as friends only can sort this out. Making decisions for the sake of experimenting isnt ideal as you might have some regret with some people- guilt. Impulsivity is a problem or can develop into a bigger problem.
So, as to your thoughts there is an element of normality in finding your footing with sexual orientation. Even your inexperience in kissing is an individual like/dislike and there is various levels of intensity. This is all normal. I remember watching a 1930's movie with a kiss there and is was the shortest kiss with very closed mouths... looked quiet abnormal to me in comparison to now. Having had several partners and GF's when young I can say - they all kiss differently!!! ... so relax, discuss the "jumbling" thoughts with your GP/psych and ask them questions.
Yeh, parents at times arent the best people to raise these questions so well done coming here.
TonyWK
