Taylor Dane .. I remember her and that song. Thanks, Ems for being here for me bbg x
Sleepy, I know what you mean about the darkness. I felt the same way - thought it be too dark and depressing. It isn't. Just don't over do it and as long it's with white and other lighter colour. Had a quick look on Ebay and Georg Jensen candle holders are expensive. I've found a pair that is silver with square base with same clean lines as your clock (not Jensen). They're beautiful.
I got inspired by the colour scheme from my ex's mum (Spanish playboy). She's still a beautiful, sassy woman in her late 70's. My ex got his looks from her. And, she couldn't live without her eyelash extensions and nails also. We really got along. She gave me LOTs of advice about men, sex and marriage. She's VERY cheeky. She pushed hard for me to be her daughter-in-law. Too bad it didn't work out with her bad-tempered son. I still miss him at times - he was the hottest thing that came into my life (in every way damn mmmm) but that temper, omg. Anyway Sleepy, her and her husband bought a big, beautiful home in the mountains and it's to die for! Its just GORGEOUS! It a modern facade and inside .. wow. She went all modern in the colour scheme that is now inside my home. She has impeccable taste.
"I usd to enjoy going to the gym a lot. I really would like to go back" - You should go back, just do it!! I'll be here cheering you on for motivation saying things like "you can do it, give me another 2, push, push" lol.
Yeah, most people are weird about trauma. Most don't know how to deal or know what to say. Unless you've experienced a deep level of hurt and trauma, you wouldn't know what it feels like to be living with it, so I don't talk about it with anyone, not even psychologists, counsellors etc. And, I find a lot of ppl in life don't really care tbh, so why divulge? And as much as flattie and I get along, I'm still with this mindset, he's still a stranger, and we're from different worlds. I have zero expectations of ppl. Like you said keep it light with certain people - I do with most people.
Of course, I was worried about coming across as up myself because I'm not. Quite the opposite actually. I have really bad days where I think I'm just worthless. It's sad people get jealous to the point of destroying a person's life, it really is soo sad. I'm sorry I've gone through so much with my family too.
Hi MB20lover, how are you doing? I'm glad you've popped in and said hello.
