Introduction - Hello Everyone

[Guest_498]

Hi all,

I'm new to this forum. I'd like to introduce myself. I'm 40 years of age, female. My interests include music (any genre), reading a great novel, watching comedy, Restuaranting, and learning new things. I suffer from depression and anxiety. Depression feels very lonely for me. I'd like to reach out for some support. Thank you.

[Guest_498]

Monkey_magic, you're helping me more than you realise. thanks bbg xx

[monkey_magic]

You are so good Bluberry, going through all of this to want to protect the community. It has given me more oomph to do more as well.
They cannot get away with continually applying to increase my CTO and drug me when my case managers have all told me I'm normal.

No more, enough is enough!

There are many FB groups about this sort of thing and I'm hearing horror story after horror story.

You sound strong to me. Despite everything I'm pretty strong as well.

No one had the right to do what they have done to you.

[Guest_498]

You go, girl! xx

I'm trying to be strong. I feel a bit stronger today, as I've done NO editing. I have my moments. You are one TOUGH cookie though, given what you've been and are going through. My thoughts are with you and I'm always here for you.

[monkey_magic]

I'm feeling a little more optimistic today...

But it has been the worst rollercoaster of my life and the worst thing I have ever experienced. My soul has been violated. I feel the neurotoxins effects everyday.

I actually think it gives some of them a kick to do this to people.

They get into the profession for all the wrong reasons.

[Guest_498]

 Anti-depressants were bad enough for me. They were toxic. I hope you're ok. Don't feel defeated (although I always do lol)... eventually, things will work out for you (and me, too).

G'nite. I'll check in tomorrow. Sweet dreams.

[monkey_magic]

Yep, I agree...anti-D's didn't agree with me either.

Chin up...you have many good things coming your way...they eventually do come.

You are not defeated...you are a breathing, living, capable woman who is wanting to move a mountain...

Or mountains...

You are a goddess!

This is probably such a trying time in your life living under the restrictions, but hang in there...

Sweet dreams to you also
🌜

[Guest_498]

Hey beautiful,

Yes, I will be moving mountains, yes. We're both goddesses! Restrictions are very boring. And living alone and without any friends will make anyone go stir crazy! That is why I've got myself a flatmate. xx

[Guest_498]

No, EM,

I don't know if you got my last response about my property. It was a response to your post.

[ecomama]

Bluberry said:

No, EM,

I don't know if you got my last response about my property. It was a response to your post.

That's shocking what they did to your property. Was it this you reported to Police? but they didn't follow through?

I'm very sorry.
It's shocking.

So much obvious evidence is needed before Police can bring a case to Court. I'm sure you know this.

It can make us feel so despondent about reporting.
But reporting is important if you feel you can't move on without trying.

You know all this.

Congrats on the new flat mate.
I hope sharing your place goes really well.

Mara said she's leaving the forums for the foreseeable future. We became such good online friends, I'm really sad. But ofcourse I want the very best for her. So it's goodbye to her for now at least. I'm going to feel quite lost without her here. She was my anchor here and we shared so much. 😥

Love EM

[Guest_498]

Hey Em,

Why is Mara leaving the forum? She was a great soul to lean on. I wish her the very best. I'll touch base with her and wish her good bye. I know you'll miss her. 😞

Of course there's got to be strong evidence to proceed. At the time, I didn't have much to go on. I reported the drugging, not damages to my property. I found out later about this when I moved back home. I was reluctant by that time to report or even do anything.

I hope you've had a great day at work today.