Haven't been back in 10 yrs but we lived up at coolum for a few yrs, my daughter was born up there. we're back in vic now , or we , as , in we, were/ But we're no more either , same as you pretty well, 19 yrs.
Andddd , have just split with new gf after close 2yrs also. such a mind blowing women l know l'll never meet again , never have before and never will again. My one in 10 million l use to call her.
But she , or maybe it was just we , l dunno , but sadly there was a bad side too and it's just gotten crazy .
So much to give up though , so much to throw away, but yet l don't think we had a choice. tried everything , over and over.
l know what you mean all round , the divorce, now this, feeling like now there's no future, l dunno. the whole box of rocks as an American friend of mine says. l know l've been so lucky through my life to have know the women l have but gf , she was above and beyond and l just can't effg believe there just isn't a way to fix it , or that thing in her , or was it just in us , l dunno , but the waste, and maybe the last chance . l feel like my luck is for sure out now, l've had more than my share .
Not that l even want anyone else , and sadly , they couldn't even come close anyway , which just makes the whole mess even worse. Damn.
