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Just want to Shout out

Guest_1055
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I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

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monkey_magic
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Am crying with u sweetheart. Life can b hard & tough in unexpected ways....do exactly wat u feel like doing... I'm sure so many of us know the feelings u r describing....please don't give up as we can all get through this life together. I'm tearing up as I write this. Hugs xoxox

You just brought tears to my eyes.loved this post, thankyou. Have just become a member & am reading & reading for support & understanding..feel like I'm in the right place

Firstly hello Shell. Hope you are feeling a little more positive today. Great suggestion to write a letter to this person you have some things to talk over with. Get it right first, no matter how many times you have to re-write it. Then when you are happy with it, present it to them and ask them to read it in their own time. Not quite sure about waiting for a time that they are in a really good mood. If you are like me, its perhaps better to treasure those rare moments, rather than to possibly spoil them. Anyway I hope you find the right time.

Steph6 - I see you are only a new member. So from me to you .... welcome! Great to have you here with the BB family, I am sure you will find us all a very supportive and understanding bunch of people. I think I read elsewhere that you have a dog? I do too, and love her to bits. Without her I think I'd be totally nuts. You may be interested to know that there is a Pet Thread in the Staying Well section of the Forums. There are some really heartwarming stories there about peoples pets and how important they are to us all. I'd love to hear more about your dog as well, and that would be the place to go to do that. I look forward to seeing you around the Forums as you find your way around.

Taurus

Hi Taurus, thanks for the welcome,unfortunately don't have a dog but used to have cats and loved them. Living with my mum now ,her house her rules & I seem to move around and a lot of places don't allow pets. I think a dog or cat would really help ATM because of the way I'm feeling... Aaagghhhh these emotions

Steph, sorry I got mixed up when I read a couple of new members threads earlier. Obviously it was the other one who has the dog. But I do recall that you had PTSD, is that right? I just cant seem to find your orginal thread now unfortunately. If you go in and read them but dont post on them, they disappear on you. So to find them you need to know what section they are in. I looked for yours in the Intro section but you werent there. It will no doubt show up again when somebody else posts on it, and then I will find it again!

But you are right Steph, pets can be an enormous help to us when we are in a distressed state. Or any time for that matter. Shell - I think you would also benefit from having a pet in your life! I know you used to have a dog some time ago, and also a cat. Is there some chance you could get one again?

Steph - you live with your Mum currently, does she like dogs? Perhaps you could convince her that she needs a dog, and you could share for however long you remain under her roof. Yes I understand your reluctance to get a dog if you may be moving and unable to have dogs at future accommodation. Interestingly therapy dogs are being used so much these days. They really are a huge help to people, including those with severe PTSD. I too suffer from PTSD, and really know the importance of having a little creature who is always there for me, no matter what. And yeah, I agree .... those emotions can really get the better of us sometimes. I will continue looking for your thread.

Taurus xx

Hi Taurus,thanks for the reply. My posts r in the suicide/self harm category ouch.... Theyre mainly about how I've been feeling and the mental health system. They'res a lot of good reads on here....

Welcome Steph,

I saw your tears, I saw many coming from your eyes. I am sorry if you are hurting. Thank you for your kindness that came through in your words to me. Even though I don't like the thought of you hurting or struggling it does bring a little comfort to know that I am not alone. I also wonder if you are just plain sick of this? Or just plain sick of whatever it is you are facing or feeling??

Today I feel just fed up with stuff and there is such a heaviness. Fed up because everything just keeps repeating itself in my life. It is just like what Wishful ( I call her hopeful) said a few posts back , it is like a rollercoaster. And I want to get off it for good and never visit it again.

Anyway I am sorry if you are struggling and/ hurting in any way. I long to help you. And I understand in regards to your words "Aaagghhh emotions". I am just so fed up with mine and I feel like they sort of rule me or something. Now I feel like I just want to shout out, no.. punch out, but I just feel too heavy in the heart and tired.

I noticed you said you like cats, I do too.

Thank you Steph and fthank you for the hug also

Shell xx

Hello again Taurus,

Yeah I think you may be right. I don't want to spoil any nice moments. And I am not allowed to get any pet, I would like another kitty cat though very much so. May be one day....

Hope you are okay there and having a restful time after your trip away.

Hugs

Shell x

Hi Shell, I'm sorry your feeling down. I wish there was some way I could help. Hopefully this bad patch passes very soon. Look after yourself. Do whatever you feel might feel good at the time whether that means resting, walking, screaming (on your own) If it doesn't help stop & try something else. Remember you are a special person who really helps others.

Hey shell thanks for the reply. Yep,life can b a rollercoaster ride full of ups and downs. Yeah I cry loads unfortunately. Change will come for u in time,just about being patient & putting the effort in. I haven't been putting in much effort lately & know i would feel way better if I did. I feel like a sucker. I have made many painful mistakes which I am paying for emotionally...would have been good if I stayed at the gym but left after 10 mins. Hope it gets easier for u