i need help please

[Jackson1994]

is there anybody there

i need some help i cant cope with this anymore please help

- jackson

[blondguy]

Hey Jackson

Its always great to see you on the forums...You can discuss/complain about what you wish Jackson...Its your thread and you are part of the Beyond Blue family!

You mentioned about filling in this form/document.....what do they want to know that they didnt a few weeks ago? It sounds weird yet probably unimportant with micromanagement the way it is now

Happy Christmas to you...your family and your wonderful new baby Will 🙂

my kindest always

Paul

[Jackson1994]

Hey Paul, yeah it’s annoying but not the end of the world.

Christmas will be very fun this year. Looking forward to it. Funny that this time last year there was no baby, now we will have a 5 month old, this time next year we’ll have a walker more than likely, but let’s enjoy now not look ahead so much.

The sleeping is slowly getting better each night thanks to a few adjustments. In his cot now which has made a difference.

Took W for our nightly walk tonight, usually the beach walk winds him down but tonight he was just laughing I thought what is it, what’s so funny why are you laughing at my face. It was the sun glasses. I took them off and I wasn’t so amusing.

He does some funny things now he is making a bit of noise.

[Doolhof]

Hi Jackson,

Children can be so amusing and cute when you watch what they are doing and how they are acting.

Make the most of each stage of W's life as they keep changing.

The walks to the beach in the evening sound lovely. That is the kind of thing I would do if I lived closer tot he ocean.

Cheers from Dools

[CMF]

Hi J,

I love hearing about what W is doing. I'm so happy for you. Treasure every moment.

Cmf x

[Jackson1994]

Thanks Dools, it’s our little thing together, and it gives H a few minutes to herself too.

Thanks CMF, Christmas will be very exciting, we are looking forward to it

[Jackson1994]

At this rate, our dog is becoming more of a burden on our poor Christmas tree than our child is. Next year may be a different story. She knocked it down this morning at 4am. How does a dog so small cause so much chaos?

[Jackson1994]

Huge day

left home at 7:45 today and it’s now 9pm and I just got home

going to find it hard to come down after tonight

we had a bit of an incident unfold I’m ok and everyone I work with is ok and I’m glad to of left knowing the person that needed support is in good hands and will be looked after but it was pretty full on. It was me doing it all solo for a bit.

I still feel sick about. I actually want to vomit.

[Doolhof]

Hi Jackson,

Trying to release what is inside you in some way will be beneficial. If you feel like you need to vomit, go for it.

Sometimes I go for a walk, sit out the front and stare into the distance, do some crazy cleaning thing, have a cup of tea or find other ways to either sit quietly for a while to digest what has happened or to relax.

Hoping you feel better tomorrow.

Cheers form Dools

[Jackson1994]

Really just can’t stop thinking about it just going around around in my head

i have to go to work tomorrow and we will have a de brief

i am so tired too

[Doolhof]

Hi, All the best Jackson.

If you have questions or need to say stuff, doing it at the debrief would help, or ask if you can talk to someone after 1 on 1 if needed.

Hope it goes okay.