checking in for the day

[awrinkle_in_time]

where d i now right im so confused i have hit real low and not sure about anything i cant ring the people i normal call out to i dont trust anyone i just want to hide away i have express ed in the wrong way and have been looked out ...im hate everyone every one hurts me im pussed away by every person i know im going to try to sleep can someone just say some nice words to me

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi ya , so sorry that’s all happening to you ..hope it all changes real soon monks ...

have arrived in Melb for Christmas

nice to be around family ... they love seeing me ... I don’t come down often ... merry Christmas to you lovely .. have been thinking of you .. glad you liked the chocolate .. wish I could visit you and give you the biggest hug .. hang in there stay strong ... love ya xxxx

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hey monkey , on my way to Stsy with a cousin for New Years she is great fun ... said good bye to family for another few months maybe a year and it’s hard living away from them and not having that support ... we all get older and life spins past .. my sisters daughter and I went to the beach every day the water was Freezing... did I say Freezing .. it took a long time to get in and under .. it was so refreshing... we would stay in for so long ... she wouldn’t let me get out ... I would say to her Daisy ( that’s her name ) I’m going to freeze and probably stop breathing if I stay in any longer ... we did this every day .. a lot different from a swim in Qld .. I’m on a train and wanted to say hi I have a long trip ... I hope your doing well I’m sure you are you beautiful lady ... I get back to the routine next week which is okay ...

anyway hope your doing okay ... get strong this year baby ... work st all the thing you know are good for you and stay away from the stuff that’s not going to help you getting to that strong place ... you know people who have hard times can get a strength out the other side that is so powerful... that’s what I want for you ... slowly slowly....

sending you heaps of love and strength ...

xxx

[monkey_magic]

Tnk u for ur msg really needed it today as I'm still in this mental hospital and it's new yrs. Just not feeling the best and u really helped me. Glad ur still around in my life 🙂

Monkey magic x

[awrinkle_in_time]

Happy new year beautiful !!

Hey I’m happy your in my life ..

its okay you are in the hospital that’s where it’s at right now ... it’s all good

just start slowly in the right direction no world records needed ... use the love and support to resist the things that arnt good for you ... don’t allow those wrong things to have power any more ... surrender to them ... it’s okay they win ... the fight is over and in the end you will be the winner ...

giving you the biggest hug on the crappy days ...

hey monkey you have helped me so so much .. you have my support for ever xx

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi Ya , Saying Hi xxx

[monkey_magic]

Hi a wrinkle,

Just checking in to see how you're going. Hope your keeping your fluids up! So, what's the happenings of your life recently? Your posts to me are beyond amazing. You have a good heart.

MM x

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hello dear friend , i just posted to you to keep your fluids up ha ha ..... dots ....

Have been working and just that stuff moved into a new house with my son and daughter and Marley the dog ...thats going okay ...lots of swims love the water at the moment ...not much to report ...im glad the posts have helped everyone posting to you has been so cool ...so much experience to pass on ...such lovely people ...

I hope your day took a step forward in the right direction ...listen to me ...i know you've got this ...hey ummm the hair piece ....would it be quite hot in summer ...hey watched a good aussie series on Iview called "The Let Down " worth a watch very funny and so well acted ..Hope you have a great day tomorrow so glad your home ...Love Ya Heaps xxxx

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi hope your good 🙂 xx

found a poem ive been studying its called invisible kisses ... I cant get it all read without crying ha ha ... its beautiful ...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi , boy im having a terrible day feelings of loss and loneliness , i feel i pretend for so long and then i drop my bundle . I went to the shrink lady yesterday and i was good ...i feel like my life is meant to be lived with her and cause its not im lost ...its horrible and its graded me like nothing has ever graded me ...i pick myself up and do alll the right things live well and then bang there it is again ...im so sick of playing the poor me story ....but i am crippled by it ...in need of some nice words some love some caring ...

[monkey_magic]

You are enough.

You were enough with her, and you are enough without her.

At the end of it all; you are still enough.

Now feel comfortable in your own skin.

Make plans.

Do what will fulfill you.

Would being in another relationship help? Seek it.

Now I don't know if I've been of any use to you but it's what I came up with. Thanks for being so honest like always.

I googled and read the poem. I really think u have a deep desire for love that needs filling by a partner.

Would u date again.

I feel like it's been so long since we've spoken.

Love MMx