Hi Jo,
I'm all over my mental place lately, & even a small 'one thing more' added feels like an overwhelming weight for days at a stretch.
I had another frustrating day, having decided to do some online shopping )KMart this time), & all the while, feeling uncomfortable about buying things so unrealistically inexpensively I cannot but think the people producing these things are working for pennies I don't like it.
Anyway, that was later & it feels like this morning was another day entirely.
I woke from one of my extraordinary dreams. It was a 'real' feeling dream, & extremely beautiful in parts.
The land was rough and very alive, with animals, which I was a little nervous about, but all I did was shoo them away. It was lush with green shrubs, too, but with paths visible here & there. I di get lost & couldn't easily find my way following after some other people, who had gone before me, & were swimming & playing in the shallow water below me.
As I wandered, trying to find the path they had taken, I encountered, separately, two people, both living there, wanting to be isolated, & somewhat annoyed at all the people. But they did not hassle me, instead, they slipped away, disappearing, as it were, back into the environment.
I looked down into the bright blue water, & then I knew the way. I knew the water was just a little cool. It had been calm and with gentle ripples. I knew I was late arriving, but it would still be well worth the time I would have there.
& of-course I woke up. It as the best sleep I'd had for quite a while. & waking up, at first feeling the sensations of the dream, as they faded & my reality returning, & I really wished I didn't have to wake up again. I really wonder, why do I have to have such dreams only to have to wake up? It just makes the waking more difficult, & less acceptable. I really resent it.
I am happier seeing you have dropped by, so, I'll fill your thermos, fetch some of the bikkies I made earlier for you, but you know, I'd feel better if you'd rest a while before going out again?
& Jo, Your ☮️ has a lavender-purple background! My ☮ does not! (no, no. I think I am not jealus...am I?Are a cat's eyes often green?) 😼 Have some more bikkies...
Stay safe,
mmMekitty
