Hi Keena and welcome to BB Forum.
It is so important to have an understanding partner who is willing to work with you and help you in your journey.
In addition to WK's suggestions, might I ask whether you have been to see a psychiatrist or psychologist? Do you see them on a regular basis? I would strongly suggest that if you do, then ask your husband to go with you, and to sit with you when you speak with the psychiatrist/psychologist; and importantly, encourage him to ask questions.
For example, when I started to see a psychiatrist, my wife came along for the first few sessions. I sensed that this was important to enable her to share my journey, to understand what my issues are. I was fortunate that my Psych welcomed my wife to attend. She was an active participant in the sessions. Yes she was very upset initially, could not understand the depth of my feelings. But now she is part of the healing process - she understands.
Keep in touch Keena - we would love to continue to hear from you.
Take care
K
